I'm not sure how to begin this but a while ago I posted a story mainly asking about an ability that I wasn't sure what it was, but since then thanks to some very helpful people I've discovered that I have electrokinesis and I know that when I feel angry or upset, I interfere with electrical devices and lately it's been out of control, even when I feel the slightest bit of annoyance. I've got no idea of how to keep it under control.
My other abilities don't cause me any problem at all, in fact they have improved a lot lately with my meditating in attempt to keep my electrokinesis under control, which hasn't worked apart from helping me keep my calm for a while, but eventually something annoys me and stuff craps out again. I had to put this in a word document because my computer crashes when I get annoyed and I've saved after every few words. And I've noticed the last few days when my computer crashes after it shuts off, it's not a restart, but sometimes if I let it shut off and walk off and calm down it starts and goes right to my desktop which should be impossible since I have a password.
I don't get why my ability is doing this, up until about a month ago it only messed up stuff if I was really angry or upset. There have been a few times were I have been able to actually control it by concentrating and making the signal die out on my cell phone and then have it come back or stealing the static charge from a t.v. But that one I only found out about after a accidentally did it the 1st time.
Does anyone have any idea what might be causing my ability to act up or have a way to stop my emotions from affecting it or in the extreme case a way for me to "lose" this ability? I really need help!