I was always told from a young age that I came from a line of "psychics" (on my mother's side). I have always had premonitions, had an invisible friend-we later found out she lived and died in the 1800's. I remember being able to speak "Creol" when I was 4. I had many paranormal experiences during my life that I was open to, but which didn't real affect it. Lately, however, I have been "used" by the other side to deliver messages. I use the term "used" because I didn't have much choice in the matter. Twice in the last year I had to relay important messages to friends of mine. Both warnings. The first time I spent most of my time apologizing. Saying please don't think I'm nuts, but I think your Grandma is pushing me to tell you this...
The second time, it also was a warning. This time of life and death. I let my friend and her brother know that I had a "strong" feeling that their dad was being poisoned (over medicated) by his girlfriend. They did an investigation, and found out it was true. Both messages were warnings that came true, both were averted because of the message. I just don't know how to control it! I can't turn it off! I don't see images. I have feelings. I need to speak what is in my head. I tend to blubber, and apologize. I don't like the lack of control. I would like to find out if others have had any experiences like this, and how they learned how to control it.
My children have shown signs of premonition, but unfortunately my mothers family have all died so I can't ask questions. The break came when my great Grandmother predicted my great Uncles death. He drowned on a ship coming to Canada. She refused to pass on her knowledge, thinking it was evil. Apparently it kept on without her help. My mother was able to "know" things. I was tested at a young age from my mom, and was warned that I would see and know things that others couldn't see. It was a fact I grew up with, but other than some strange occurrences, I wasn't of the belief I had any special "gift". Now, that "gift" is causing embarrassment and frustration. I'm not sure how to control it, or how to "open" myself up to it. Or how to shut it out, or if I even can.
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Feeling incontrol.
The greater knowing does come out as a blunt,
Matter of fact!
As for myself I had words which seemed to jump
Out of my mouth toward a cousin.
She said hello, and was holding her finance's hand.
"I looked him up and down, "Then stating that she had picked a good man".
It was strange I had just arrived for our cousins
Funeral. I could not stop the words. And later
Shook my head, thinking back in hindseight.
We'll 9 years later. Her husband is a really nice
And down to earth man, whom is a great dad to his children and a loving husband to my cousin.
I know its embarrassing!
I know family can put a damper on things that pass
Through the family generations as negative.
But your only looking for confirmation.
In your heart of hearts you know the words are good
And right, which bring life and confort, plus knowledge of what is transpiring.
There comes a time we must ask ourself.
If I were to die today!
Would I take guilt and sorry for not speaking the
Words of truth?
Good journey