So my story begins when I'd have these reoccurring dreams about my mother and how I'd get lost but I was about 16 or 17 and I remember I could hear these voices talking, but I don't really know where it came from a woman and a man talking saying my name, then it turned muffled. I remember a couple events in particular like how my sister in-law had cancer she was doing really bad, I told my mom that she only had a couple days to 2 weeks it was really this sinking feeling that I got like I just knew. A about not even a month later my biological dad passed away. About a year ago my boyfriends father was sick with cancer and I remember saying that he only had a couple of days left and then he passed. Before I met my boyfriend that I am with now, I felt him I actually felt his face and facial hair. I've had a dream about both of my friends kids and they all have kids now. I feel others emotions like sadness and I can tell when someone they know has passed away before they've told anyone. I have seen people, but I can only see bits and pieces like a shirt or pants or something. Just recently my grandfather died like last September, October, but the night he died I woke up out of a dead sleep, and saw what I thought was my grandfather stupid but glowing lights and there was peace that surrounded me and I knew that he was ok. I had one other event that was pretty intense I was in school and we were talking about suicide and I didn't know the boy. But within the matter of a couple of seconds I felt so much pain of the people around that I started balling my face off. I can feel others pain and hurt and anger, but I also feel good things I just don't what do with these gifts or how to use them.
Also I have another issue my ex is in my dreams a lot he calls himself a joker but he's got the ability to change my dreams, not that it bothers me but I was wondering of someone has as the same experience.