So my last story was meant to answer my question am I a sensitive? And it gave me probably I would say the best answer I would get but that leads to my other question am I more than sensitive OK so here's my updated story.
I was walking down my street from my bus stop and I had that feeling of someone watching me and since I was by my self I decided to speed up my pace a bit then I felt like someone was coming towards me from behind and when I look back there is no one there but when I look ahead of me at the end of my street (wich is a dead end blocked off by woods covered in trees) I see an old red truck with the back red lights on and it looks like it crashed into a tree and I turned back for a second and looked back in front of me and the truck was gone no where to be found and I suddenly had this overwhelming anxiety of sadness go through me wich to me is nothing new the new part is seeing things I have never been able to see anything or anyone before that was well dead and later around 11:00 pm I was walking down the street again by myself and saw a white figure under the street light that I know for a fact was not fog because it started to come towards me then later probably a half hour later me and my mom, stepdad, and sister went home from a friends house and as we were walking down the street in complete utter silence some one whispers to me " your going to die soon" and you can imagine how scary that is for a thirteen year old girl I try pushing my abilities away after what happened but they just keep getting stronger this is how I was born I never once practiced or tried to strengthen my abilities like now I was in a resteraunt and they were singing happy birthday and right when they said dear - I never saw this girl in my life and I think happy birthday Jessica and sure enough they say right after I think it " dear Jessica " I thought it was a coincidence until it happened three more times and npw everytime I'm around someone who is angry or sad or happy I can feel their emotions as I see them before speaking to them and I can also see Aurora wich no one has ever taught me but there are some people I can't read so now I'm scared because I don't want to see a medium or get a reading but I can't push my abilities away because they just grow stronger and I can't let them keep scaring me but I'm not sure if I want to give up my gift or keep the curse any advice is welcome.
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The essence is that beyond our conscious mind, we are so much more. Unlimited potential. Even scientists who still struggle with the idea of spirits, confirm that if our DNA didn't have a definite end, we would be immortal. It is also discussed if we can affect our own DNA by thoughts and emotions.
DNA decides how our physical reality is, what our powers are etc. Like designing a character in a game, if we could directly and consciously change our DNA we could be whatever we wanted...
Therefore it is no question on whether you are sensitive or not, you can chose to be. If any human can do it, then every human has the potential to do it. Some have it easy, the powers show themselves without their conscious intent, like myself, when I met my powers I tried to run away many times. The reason is that I sometimes change my perception of self from a scared child, to a wise man. It is only the lack of faith in myself that makes me run away.
So if you want to handle this. Then envision yourself as powerful enough to handle them. Your body, mind would never allow it into your conscious mind/thoughts if you weren't ready for it.
The biggest problem the common man/woman have, is that they refuse to believe in themselves if they cannot physically see that they can do it. But that is the mind, the mind will use your memories, thoughts, ideas of self to confirm if you can or can't. The heart however, is able to do something simply because it feels right. It is beyond the limitations of past, future. The heart knows.
So get in touch with you heart. It's pretty simple, just avoid using words in your thoughts. In ancient time, the oracles were called "seers" because the disconnected from their words, but they saw the images. Also try to focus on your body, do you ever have cold hands or feet? That is a sign of withdrawal, where the body is protecting itself by retracting the blood. Personally I have problems with that, but after reading that it is possible to get the warmth/blood back in your hands and feet. I did it. Simply because I believed it to be possible.