I'm Braeton, and from a young age I've always been curious about "powers" and all that sort. The movie "Matilda" fascinated me. I have a vivid memory of myself and a friend jumping off the tippy top of a swing set with brooms as if we thought we could fly if we tried hard enough. I've always been really obsessed with flying. At a young age, I would see spirits "apparently says my mother" but she wasn't honest about it with me so I wouldn't be afraid.
I hate the sun, very very much. It hurts my eyes on an average day, and I can only travel sans sunglasses if the weather is severely overcast. I am pale, yes, but is it normal to feel the slow process of the sun burning my skin? I really love the moon. I remember watching the full from my open window as a child, feeling energized with clearer thinking and enhanced energy flow.
Sometimes I feel energy within me, and I don't necessarily think it's energy from food I eat or anything. My energy level and moods coincide perfectly. Anyway when I feel it, it makes me really happy. I'm a stoic person, you could say, with a sad past. I have accepted that. I'm not really sure how to describe the energy, except that it occurs in my torso, right above my stomach. When it runs all through me, through my limbs, I feel a tad lighter.
And, I've always had this feeling I don't have a personality, or I've had two souls, or my true self is hidden. Like, I'm supposed to be someone else. What is this feeling? And I'm always hungry. I'll always look through my cupboards and there's plenty of good things, but my hunger is never quenched. Could I be hungry for energy? I think maybe I have dormant powers or something.
I think I might have touches of empath also, but my receptors for happiness and related emotions aren't as strong as they are for negative feelings. Mostly likely because I have more experience with negativity.
What does this sound like to you?
Please help: braetonfaith[at]gmail[dot]com
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