As Long As I Can Remember

For as long as I can remember, I have felt the presence of something and have had foresight of events that I just can't explain. When I was a little girl I vividly remember having a presence stand near my bed when I was sleeping. I would wake up and see a person there and think to my self "Oh, it's just Jesus" and go back to sleep. I also remember seeing light around people, not your typical aura description but more of a swirl around people. I swear if someone was stressed or thinking of something intently I could hear the thought. I never said anything though because I didn't want people to think I was a nut. I grew out of that as a teenager but then began to have dreams of events. Vivid dreams, not always exactly like the event but so related to it that I couldn't deny that I felt that I knew about it before it happened or could feel it coming. An example of this is when I was 20, I was in a terrible car accident. In the weeks before the accident I kept feeling the car crash. I kept telling myself, no that can't happen, this is a new car. Two weeks later I was in a head on collision. I had what I believed to be an out of body experience and I swear to this day that I saw the car crash from the outside and then felt myself whoosh (for a lack of a better description) back into my body and wake up. Throughout my life I have also felt people as they were about to pass over. The thought of death repeats over and over until the person passes and then it stops. Another thing that happens to me a lot is the failure of electronic items around me. Especially when I am having strong presence feelings. Not little things either, just for example: two cars, the circuit breaker in my house, a computer, etc. I always felt like I could never tell anyone because I felt they wouldn't understand but now that I am older and have children, I want to know more. I want to be able to embrace this even if I have to keep it to myself. I'm sorry for not going into more detail or stories but I have too many experiences to even begin to write out and am hoping to share in other discussions.