When I was about 13 years old, I remember having my legs up on the side of the tv table and could feel an energy flowing through my legs and the whole of my body. This was a fantastic feeling of energy and was made stronger the more I concentrated on it. The feeling is still with me but only now when I concentrate on it.
I wrote to a psychic angony aunt in a paper called psychic news and she printed my letter, she said when we are about 12, 13, 14, our bodies are changing getting ready for adulthood and what also is changing at the same time is our Etheric body or Soul and these two can intermingle and cause these strong psychic feelings, she said if all things were right they would be a place where young people can go and bring out these very strong psychic feelings, but sadly there were none at the time, she said these feelings will die away as you get older and only will be apparent when you concentrate on them.
So when I was about 21, they died off but when I direct the energy, say, towards my hand when I am writing a letter my hand feels extremely strong and I feel I could crush anything or if look at an object and direct the energy towards it I feel I could make it do whatever I want. The frustrating thing about this is I want to do something with it as it is so strong but nothing is happening I just feel I am doing something wrong because I feel everything is for a reason and I feel I should be using it in some positive way.
I am a lot older now but it is as strong as ever so if anyone has any advice, help or have similar experience I would be grateful that I am not on my own.
where so I start when I was 17 my grandpa got ill with leukemia and before he died he was in a coma he called my name and was trying to tell me something but I couldn't make it out what he was trying to tell me it I was me and my ant there when he died I was the only one that could feel the room get very cold and I could feel something go into my body and ever since then I can sense, feel when he is around I can even talk to him through my mind an I also can sense when my grandma is around to also my uncle and my boyfriends grandma that has passed I never even met her and I can sense when she is around and she has even talked to me through my mind and she was here lastnight and someone that was a male and was 6'1 was here and I could sense soldiers in the apartment where I live they have blue and gray uniforms on they just seem to keep walking around and lastnight late I could smell hot strong brewed coffee and no one here was having coffee I have been on paltalk.com in chat rooms and they have said that I am a medium and I am trying to earn more about that I can't setup an appointment with you because I am disabled and only get paid once a month and don't have the money but I just wanted to share my story with you and to see what you think.