I've always had premonitions of things to come, which I probably get from my mom's side of the family. They were all sensitive to this sort of thing. Unfortunately, I can never tell what the premonitions are about. For example, I had a piano recital last week, and I get really bad stage fright. My friend said he would be there to support me, so I was really happy about that.
The night before my concert, I got a really strange feeling, totally different from nervousness. This lasted all afternoon and it wouldn't go away. Much later at night, my friend called and said he couldn't go to the concert. The feeling went away as soon as he told me.
Also, when I got a baby rabbit about a year ago, I always got a sad feeling around it. A few days later, the rabbit died. I also get this bad feeling around certain people or houses.
Lately, I've been feeling this way all the time. My chest gets tight, my hands sweat, and I feel scared. I've learned to ignore it, but that feeling is always there. I don't understand what it's for, or when the bad thing will happen. I don't want to be so cliché by saying it has to do with 2012, but I just don't know what's going on!
I've talked to my friends about it, and most of them just say I'm being paranoid, except for one friend who feels the same way. He thinks something huge will happen too. As the year goes on, the feeling has been getting stronger and stronger. I was wondering if anyone else is feeling this way or I'm overreacting. I just want to understand what is happening!