I'm almost 18 years old and I've had countless experiences that scare but also fascinate me but I don't know what it means, what to do, or if I'm just plain crazy. When my aunt was a baby she has an imaginary friend named Kelly and one days he moved to California. My mom tells me about the imaginary friend I had when I was 3, and her name was Caina. We did everything together then one day she disappeared and my mom asked me where Caina went and I told her she moved to California with Kelly an my mom didn't even notice until she has said something to my grandmother who pointed it out.
All growing up I've always seen shadows, been terrified, and always felt watched. I remember laying in bed and hearing full conversations coming from the living room that sounded exactly like a tv being on so I would run to my parents room where they were sound asleep. I would have dreams where it felt like I would be watched and they would seem so real when I woke up I would have to sleep with my parents.
Not until the last 3 years things have gotten worse. There's spots in my house where I feel terrified to be. Right next to my door in my room is the worst. A spot outside next to the garage I get an unsettling feeling that's not pleasant. I've seen someone in my passenger seat driving home from work once. I hear pacing and scratching around my room at night.
The most unexplainable thing that's happened though was I was driving with my mom and we got stopped on the edge of an accident. All you could tell was it had been a motorcycle the rest was blocked off. That night I had a dream we drove through there and the cops asked me to get out of the car. So I walked over tithe accident and it was so graphic and real I was sick. Some lady walked up next to me and I asked "what happened here" and the lady looked right at me and said "someone hit me" I woke up the next morning and my mom was on the phone with my grandmother and they were talking about it (the accident was up the road from her house) and I told her I had a dream about that. I told her what happened and explained the lady and my grandma said that sounded like her, a week later it was in the paper and it was the lady in my dream.
I'm always hearing and feeling things around me and I've always just wanted to know what it all means and what I should do. Thank you so much for reading this and helping me! It means a lot because I'm scared!
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Well for sure you're spiritual, so you're going to be experiencing a lot (that most people don't). So it's good to have a strategy for handling it all.
But of course no one knows how to handle it ALL--that's why we're learning!
You'll do fine. Just trust.
Isle - Lora