To be honest growing up I was always interested in tarot cards and meditation- things like that. My Mum has a lot of psychic friends so she would often tell me about their predictions for my sister and her etc. So I wasn't really alienated by the entire thing. Plus she could always say who's ringing her which I used to find really amusing as a kid.
But recently things have been getting a little... Weird. Growing up I was always known to be a 'cry baby' or 'extremely sensitive' (the headmaster at my primary school had even encouraged my Mum to shout at me more to toughen me up!) But, as is necessary with growing up I became less sensitive and became stronger. A few years ago I became really good at sensing what number people were thinking of- much to the surprise of the people around me. However, after I was discouraged I lost the ability to 'know' the number and I just forgot about it.
NOW it's just so bizarre! OK, let me give you an example of today so you know what I'm talking about: I was putting some jam on toast, feeling perfectly fine when I began to get angry. You know that churning kind in your stomach where you just want to slam things down and go off in a big huff? Yeah, really annoyed. I remember after I have gritted my teeth for a bit being totally baffled about what had caused the change when I registered that my Mum was angry and that it was because of Dad. I have no clue how I knew it was her that was annoyed but I just did. Later on in the afternoon, a girl told me a HUGE lie. There is no shadow of a doubt that she was lying as every fiber in my being told me she was. It was like something was screaming at me about her lying and I just 'knew' she wasn't being honest.
I know that my moods fluctuate all over the place, I can go from normal to depressed to happy to exhausted in the space of an hour but I just want to know what the blazes is happening! Can anyone help? Please?
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