I've always been interested in angels and God. I've been reading stuff on contacting your Guardian angel, I tried it last night and I'm not sure if I did or not. It was really stormy out, I used the method of meditating. I took deep breaths and thought to clear my mind. I think I contacted my angel a little. I asked a name, Thunder, it was the first thing that popped in my head, and there was lightning almost immediately. Before I'd started asking questions I'd decided to give them 15 seconds.
I asked if the angel was a girl and I didn't get a response, I asked if they were a boy and it lightning when I got to 3. Then I started asking about physical characteristics. I asked what color his eyes were; like brown, green, grey, and like before I gave him 15 seconds for each, he didn't respond until I asked if he had blue eyes and he responded. I asked what they looked like and right after there was lightning that filled my room but I was able to see the shape of an eye with the iris and pupil, it was black and white but I could see some detail. The power went out then came back on so I drew a quick sketch to remember. I asked about his hair and he turns out to have platinum blonde, but I had to ask twice... Was out connection failing around then? When I finished I said thank you and went to bed. I saw a picture of him in my mind, and every time I think of him I see a black thunderbolt in his hair. I don't know if it was just me imagining the whole thing? What other ways are there to contact my Guardian angel if possible? How do I know if he is my guardian angel and not some ghost or demon of some sort? I believe he is my guardian angel, I the feeling of love throughout the whole thing. I trust God that he would not let me talk to a demon. Any tips? I'm 15, and I want to be closer to God and my guardian angel.
I had a dream with him in it but I don't know if it was just my imagination. I seem to be able to control my dreams at times, is that strange?
Thank you to anyone who reads this, I would love to know what I can do.