I Would Like To Connect With My Higher Self

By Admiral
(1 stories) (6 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2012-06-05
Country: United States
State: Texas
Category: Misc

Ever since I have found out the truth about our powers and have tried doing things I have had these weird random thoughts of hurting myself, for example I'm thinking about energy moving objects and all of a sudden I think about my foot exploding or my heart popping, this only occurs when I try to enhance my abilities by using marijuana to open my chakra channels. And this didn't start happening until I heard about doing these things is dangerous and it can kill you. It brought fear into me.

I was sitting against the wall with my back against the wall and my foot feel asleep as soon as I tried to move it all of the nerves started to tingle then the thought of my foot exploding and blood going everywhere just popped into my mind. And I got this strange head rush and it felt like it was going to, I got so scared that I believed for a sec that it was going to happen and as I did the feeling got worse, I then tried yelling out loud that "It's not going to happen!" Then it stopped after a few seconds. I hate these thoughts and I want to get rid of them.

And also I would like to connect with my higher self but I'm afraid for some reason I'm not sure why. And when I meditate at night or do other practices I get this scared feeling telling me to stop and wait until the day time to do this.

One time after knowing we as humans can do I tried pulling the energy of the wind in a direction and it would happen, I want to get stronger at using wind, any help would be appreciated.

I want to know how to heal others and make them feel good around me, I want to know untold secrets that the government doesn't want to tell us. I really dislike living in the darkness of not knowing what I'm capable of. I have seen strange things in my life and I don't want to explain anything else in public.

Please email me I want to know so much more.

Admiralmarth@yahoo.com

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Sisyphus_Of_Comprehension (2 stories) (69 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-10)

I've been busy working on connecting to my higher self, but I wouldn't recommend meeting your higher self while high. He or she might be upset with you for it. I know mine doesn't really have a problem with it, but with my emotional scar tissue, I also have negative thoughts which bring me down in frequency. You shouldn't look at the drug as the problem, unless you have a problem within yourself. Just try being positive for no reason... And watch the video for Reflections by Tool, it provides a good analogy between the ease of misery and the decision to be happy. Remember, these problems are all your fault. You have to decide not to have them anymore, as difficult as that sounds, it's a lesson I had to learn myself in a psychedelic experience (though this medium is very intense, and I highly advise you not to go around trying to buy street drugs, especially LSD, drugs are bad, unless you go to South America and do Ayahuasca with some natives, but I don't endorse doing any such thing).

Admiral (1 stories) (6 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-09)

a friend told me he could see my aura and it was green to him. He doesn't understand any of the color meanings and I'm interested in growing on the forth chakra

Admiral (1 stories) (6 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-06)

Thanks a lot my friend, can you email me please I want to talk to you on messenger.

Dreads (2 stories) (111 posts)

12 years ago (2012-06-06)

I've never tried experimenting with drugs to enhance my abilities, but drugs have been used on Native American vision quests when they wish to see a spirit or force and many other cultures use certain drugs for like-effects. About the energy manipulation, I haven't tried it since i've been out of school; but I find that energy manipulation feels better for me when I imagine and try to see the energy move in my head.

Usually people will only connect with their spirit guides/ guardian angels or Higher Selves when they are intune with themselves and are actually ready. I've seen my main spirit guide in a dream once and I remember that she was... Out of this world beautiful, but I haven't seen her since because i'm not ready again. You'll know when you're ready.

And for opening chakra's, I wouldn't say imagining your foot exploding is necessarily bad... But try something else, like you can see the energy flowing through your veins and around your body and moving faster, and faster until you feel like you could do anything.

Lastly, for the healing. The color green is associated with healing. People with green aura's or green specs in their auras are known to connect with animals more, and make plants grow faster and are usually the most friendly. SO for healing, imagine you're aura is turning into a really bright green, and the persons aura is also turning green around the wounded site. It takes awhile to get it, but when you do, its great. Oh, and for making people feel better, imagine the persons aura is lightening and they are becoming more happy in your mind

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