Hey, guys this may seem weird. I don't know how to put it in words, but I will try to put it in short. Since I was kid, I remembered being attacked in a dream. Most of the time I end up being unable to fight back. When I tried to attack my body will got somehow unable to attack back, and I can't impede an attack on the attacker or threaters.
Almost a month ago I prayed to God before my sleep to give me power so that I can fight back those who attacks me in my dream. That night in my dream there was this person who had a bad history with our family. He had trespassed into our property. So I impede an unexpected attack on him to get him off our property. I didn't hit him that much because my hand was slow as if I am not allowed to hit by something else. That was quite a success to me because I thought I attacked the entities that attacks me in my dream. I cheered the next morning.
Unfortunately, the next day that very person fell very ill. After a week or two that very person died. His funeral ceremony was held on may 10, this month. Though his death could have been contributed to many different factors, I feel guilty somehow.
I haven't discussed this with anybody since now. For sure my parents won't believe me if I told them they would reject me.
Is this a coincidence or did I really do that? Am I making this up? Could someone give me an insight on this? IF I really had done that, What could have happened if I had hit him hard? I really need this.
I would need guidance for what to do on this issue.
I am a Year 9 student and no prodigy, however, though see if you can find him in the ethereal realm and apologise, that might make you feel better, though ensure you are well defended if that is the case, because you might meet unsavoury spirits along the way. An ethereal 'sword' is a bit difficult to hide, I suggest an ethereal 'dagger', though you should keep a pendant in real life and put the 'dagger' in the pendant when you are in the ethereal realm. A dagger is a small blade, similar to the cleaver though a lot shorter. I have little experience in these matters though my little brother is the dagger expert in the family. 😜 Another suggestion is an ethereal 'tazer' you would know how to use one, what it does and what it looks like, one of those should be enough, just don't try to provoke anything in the ethereal realm, because there is always something stronger than you. Whether you find it or not is the difference.