To even begin to explain what goes on in my life, I need to explain a little of my background. My grandmother is a Cherokee Indian and a dreamer. She is shown things that will happen in life through her dreams. And everything she's seen has came true. Now my mother has always been very different. Like for example when her teeth finally came through as a child, she had shark looking teeth. Picture something demonic with teeth. That's how to explain her. And she was very mean as a child. She would make her little sister, my aunt, walk through hot ashes, push her siblings off trees, etc. With that being said, ever since I was little I have been able to see, I guess spirits. My grandmother noticed that being around graveyards to visit loved ones would cause my seizers. I even told my family when my great grandmother would die when I was 5 years old. Two weeks later she sure did. My only nightmare I ever have and is about my great grandmother and grandmother (that is like my mom), in my dream they just disintegrated before my eyes. Their skin completely falls away and then I'm falling into blackness. When I was 7 years old I went into a coma like state of mind. I remember playing with a dark man that only I could see. Dark meaning, he was like a shadow. My grandmother said I was possessed and I finally woke up 2 days later after much prayer and old rituals she tried. I do not remember anything from those 2 days except being cold. After that it seemed like all I could see was the dark things. Bad spirit animals, bad spirit people. I see auras and most of them were dark, bad. I went into that same coma like state when I was 14. I was hospitalized because they said I had tried to kill myself. I don't remember anything. We moved from the house that everything happened to me. In my new house now, it almost seems like it's a portal or passage way? I see good spirits looking for the light. And I have noticed they come through my house at any time and go out the other side. With much practice I have been able to help and talk to many of these spirits. Ranging from babies, children, and adults. I still cannot go to a graveyard without seeing many things someone would never want to see. Mostly bad spirits that still look how they died. I still have seizers from them. Now my little sister has slipped up and told me how she talks to animals in her sleep. Is this something that just keeps getting passed down? My family is Cherokee Indian and Mexican. Does that mean anything? Are we crazy? Am I? There's so much more to even tell!
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Thank you for that. It always helps to be reminded that there is love around. The one person I wish it would come from though will never show it...
Show_me: anything helps at this point. Thank you.
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Native Americans were also great healers, shamans, seekers, dreamers and etc... You have powerful Native American blood in you. It could be that your Mexican side has this too. Native Americans have a very good grounding mother nature and mother earth.
Since your grandmother is Cherokee Indian and a dreamer, your family members and you are bound to inherit it somewhere down the line. I have a very powerful Native American Chief who is one of my guiders. It's hard to explain how this is possible but, back then in my culture, we have shamans. Shamans were basically the healers of the village (s). They help cure the sick, banish evil spirits in homes, readings, and etc... Now the new mediums can see the past, present, future, fix the past, present and future, read people, cure the sick, time travel, AP, enter heaven and hell, fix misfortunes, and etc...
You are not crazy. You will only be crazy if you think you are.
I hope this helps.
Mubashir: Thank you. Yes I am a very loving person when it comes to nature and really anything!
You will be getting an email shortly.
Thank you for your help!
Its much appreciated!
I uses a few formats that have come to me.
Visualization
Imagination
Music
Some use guided meditation.
Some use a tree to connect upward/downward/and within their chakras (aka:energy centers). Open clearing/balancing and then closing at the end.
Clearing our body can be combined with your
Grandmothers traditions of herbs in your home.
Grounding is connecting our core being to creator, or mother earth plus the earth chakra which is 6-7inches under our feet. There are numberous ways to grounding.
When interacting with discarnate souls (aka:dead people/shadow people. This takes energy from us.
So closing the portals is important-for excessive
Interaction with discarnate souls can drain us, and
Eventually cause a breakdown in our physically.
People report depression, tired, drained.
Some people get physically ill. Hence it is imperative to meditate daily.
When we meditate we actually store energy.
My fathers people have Commanche with Sioux.
So I enlist the traditions when I connect in meditation.
I also follow the belief that our ancestors are with
Us and have had this confirmed that they are with me.
If you want a more simple format, email me and I will
Send you one.
Example: Headaches affect the brain and also cause individuals to see auras
While having a migraine attack.
Seizures: seizures affect the brain and cause permanent damage to the brain which will affect the individual's person's memory.
Some of the workings of trance, or spirit intrusion can seizures.
Other individuals will have medical conditions that show aura's and spirits, which can be a combination of the med condition or medications.
But back to how a seizure, in many indigenous experiences a seizure is a reaction
To going into a trance and the person is aligning with energy. And after the trance the person is alert with no repercussions.
Others whom do not have a medical condition and experience a seizure are sensing a
Foreign substance (spirit/ or neg spirit essence). In grave yards there is negative energy (these hold various forms and can even look like an Octopus, or a reptile, stingray fish as well as snakes, spider, as when a burial takes place some of the Etheric energy which attached to these would not go with the host of the deceased.
Much of these animals I listed have to do with an assortment of things such as pain,
And addictions, Karmic Ancestral which can look like Octopus.
In reality the Astral realms and lower realms, beings do not see our body they see our mind which is set to certain vibrations (Patterns we are accustomed to).
It is due to the law: "Like Attacks Like".
When I asked about your mother which you said," she had fangs, and mean and pushed siblings off trees. I was getting at any cycle that she portrayed in the home.
As children we get in our mind sets of allowing our self to sit there and take what the
Adult does. And this is the point I was trying to make.
With any mind set since our mind is programmed to just accept what happens us
Therefore negative spirits can gain entrance just by letting things happen. Our subconscious is not resonating. The idea: I am present, "this is my area do not enter".
The shadow people are what many of the people have seen on this site. And this is just part of the molecules that look dark. When I had asked about them I was shown they also can attach to us as individuals. When we practice grounding and know our own balance we can pull these right though and release them which is what I have had to do when administering healing.
Some of the items I have found helpful:Protector, ancestors guardians that help with the work or rituals before working or after to clear your own energy or clear the area in your home, or closing portals. Ritual work in the old tradition helpful.
I do not incure portals as I close them after working
As I clear blance and close the area up as well as in my home.
There are a lot of people comming forth these last few
Months and they are not of American Indian extraction.
They too help people cross over.
Good journey
Finally one who understands me! Thank you for your insightful words!
I do love nature, watching things grow and such. I haven't done anything like that in a long time. Ah yes horses. So beautiful and strong. I had a few until we had to move. I don't think I have gone for a ride in over 5 years.
Do you understand the meaning behind my name StrawberryMoon?
Dreamgirl21: your not crazy. Do you believe in recarnation?
So this is a fine line the spiritual experiences.
Many people pass out because they are overwhelmed
By spirit. Some of this can also influence the heart
Chakra which can have palpatations. Feel as if their
Blood pressure has gone off.
And depending on how it all unfolds it can be due
To having energy drained from them.
The majority of your post is about beings whom are
Invading and nothing about information from spirit
Which is building. Hope you are seeing what I am saying.
When a negative
Spirit invading there is normally a spot they obtained
Entrace. These things do not just happen!
Your not mentioning any meditation or type of affiliation in faith/or practiced rituals and these
Serve as guardians over the mind/emotions and ultimately the body.
My question about abuse is not limited to sexual/or physical, but can include mental/emotionally- psychological which you stated your mom used to torture her sister. Which is still abuse. The bottom line is people do not change.
Unless they have a new mind set. Which is not into the
Mix. As children we are so dependant on parents.
And unless one is an old soul and brought over a mind
To differentiate and possible escape with their mind
Somewhere else. People refer to this as Day dreaming,
With a large immagination. But even with this people
Can go into a fantasy and not be present inside of their body. Hence leaving them open for influences.
To be honest this is not a judgment but an attempt to
Try and steer you in the right direction.
If you do not have a medicine person whom can deal
With the negativity. I would look for an healer whom
Can see your aura do any extractions as well as healing.
You would also need a type of discipline to train the mind. When the Aura is torn it is then that the veil
Is open and the Ego is torn. Which fits your description.
This will not be an instant cure.
It has taken you years to be at this point, so to be
Healed in one go without working is only a 5% chance.
Did the Doctors ever do a Cat Scan?
The only positive point is you stated you can see spirits. If you clear yourself and discipline your mind. Your vibrations will go up and you will see positive.
The idea of only seeing negative is a RED flag stating
Low vibrational beings contacting your and interacting
With you.
Ive been baptized 3 times now. And I have always been excersized twice.
Im keeping my faith strong and I speak and pray to god every chance I get.
Thank you
Ive never used any drugs or alcohol. But when I mentioned that I had tried killing myself above? They had told me it was an overdose on pain pills. I have never had any perscribed to me and the only other thing I have taken was advil etc for my migranes. Which I get so bad my sight blurs and all I want to do is sleep. I have been known to sleep for days because of my migranes.
I can't say I have anything negative in me now. But I do feel something trying to follow a lot. I couldn't tell you if I felt that way before. I can't remember much.
The dream world give truth.
May I ask if you used any recreational drugs/or
Alcohol, or abuse as a child?
With a possession usually the host is aware of
A negative entity inside of them. Is this something you can say?
You seem as if there are a few things happening.
But I need you to answer the question before I
Reply.
Blessed Be. I wish you well.
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I know I'm kind of late here, but has anyone else heard of native americans that have the ability to time travel and fix past mistakes? It fascinates me so much and I'd like to know more about it!