Sensing Energy And Ability To Control Fire

I'm Jennifer from New Zealand. I never actually believed in this stuff but. When I was 5 (As far as I can remember) I was able to feel others energies for example: When I'm in my room and my family is in a different room I can sense every muscle they move! I ignored that I STILL think it's my mind but it's getting weird. When I was 9 me and my best friend used to think that stuff is true that I can control fire and she can control water since it's our natural element (I'm an Aries & she's a cancer) eventually we got older and we forgot about it. But this stuff still happens. Today I was burning a paper it was burning slowly I thought I'd try our old imagination again for fun. Then I focused on the fire and closed my fist really hard the fire turned red and the paper burnt faster and when I stopped it became slow and normal again! And a week ago there was a tissue on the oven I was scared it'd burn and a problem will happen badly, it touched the fire so I had to catch it I swear the fire ate all of the tissue except the part where my finger were and I had to drop it on the floor. I was too scared I'd burn. It fell on the carpet &.it didn't burn I kept blowing air but the fire became stronger. I had to put water on it to stop and finally it did. I just don't know! I thought I'd post it here to seek for help I never actually believed in this stuff at all! Except when I was young. I just don't know I'm confused and sometimes when an event happens I feel that I've seen it before even though I didn't! Am I special? Or blessed? All events happened on this story are real! I am not crazy I tell you I never believed in this stuff! And I still don't! I just thought I'd share the story. What do you think? Feel free to e-mail me! I'm Mynne_thecat@yahoo.com