15 And Afraid Of Losing My Mind

By RachaelAlexiaW
(1 stories) (2 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2012-05-02
Country: Kuwait
Category: Am I Psychic?

I'm 15 years old and will be 16 in October. I'm struggling and I cry trying to write my story. It all started a year ago. At least the stories that REALLY started to take a turn for the WEIRD. My parents say it's too much TV and movies, but I know otherwise.

I don't want to be crazy and I don't want attention. I just want answers. I KNOW I'm not crazy, I pray I'm not.

I have so many problems with the things I "just know". I know them because they pop up in my head. The other day in the car I was thinking of my math teacher all of a sudden, and then I thought of cancer & blood, and I was so confused. I didn't know why it was in my head but it was. A couple days after that my teacher finally shows up for class and announces that she has been having chemotherapy for a CANCEROUS tumor and her BLOOD count sometimes gets too low. I put my head down. WHY? Why do I know things I was never told? WHY do I "just know"?

Another example, when I was talking to my boyfriend and telling him the story I previously shared. He said "OMG! That's so cool tell me something about me!" I ignored it and we went on with a different topic of conversation. Death and water popped into my head, I heard it in my mind. I asked him, "Has anyone ever fell off a boat while you were fishing? Has anyone in your family ever fell off a boat?" He said "No." But the water and death was so urgent in my mind, I had to keep asking! Finally, he goes on to tell me that his little sister almost drowned at a water-park. My heart sank.

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ihavethewholeuniverse (3 posts)

11 years ago (2013-11-11)

ok guys... YES YOUS DO HAVE THE GIFT... NOW DONT RUSH THINGS TAKE YOUR TIME AND DO WHAT IS NEED IN THIS WORLD IF YOU KEEP TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT THE OTHERS NEGATIVE WILL APPROACH TAKE YOUR TIME IT WILL ALL COME WHEN YOU ARE OLDER IF YOU RUSH TO KNOW IT ALL YOU MIGHT FALL INTO THE DARKSIDE SO PLEASE... JUST CARRY ON WITH SCHOOL AND FUTURE FOR NOW... IF YOU CANT DO SCHOOL WORK THEN DO WORLDLY WORK WHILE YOU DO SCHOOL WORK'''LIKE HOW TO MAKE BETTER DRINKING WATER BETTER AIR BETTER EVERYTHING BETTER HEALTH BETTER LIVING BETTER FAMILY TIME USE THIS AS A LIFE PLAN AND TRUST ME YOU WILL COME OUT OF THIS GREATER THEN YOU THINK... LOVE IS THE MOST POWERFULLIST THING IN THE UNIVERSE SO IF YOU HAVE THE GIFT THEN LET IT REST AND BUILD AND REACH ITS PEEK ALL IN TIME AS IT WILL COME WHEN NEEDED... DONT LET NEGATIVE STORYS MESS WITH YOUR SOUL BODY MIND AND HEART... KEEP THE DEVIL AT THE BOTTOM OF YOUR FEET AS THAT NEGATIVE WANTS TO CONTROLL APART OF YOUR GOALS. LIVE LOVE LEARN AND STICK TO YOUR GOALS DONT LET THE NEGATIVES COME AND RULE OUR WORLD.

Unique-Angel (1 posts)

11 years ago (2013-09-29)

I understand sincerely, its crazy how you see it or how we can focus on it. I have been dealing with the same for over 7 years now since I was in a bad car accident. I read up online that it is what the call "near death experiences" But I see things and not normal things either. Most of the things I see is death. When I sense these things, most of the time I end up crying or getting depressed. Though after awhile you learn how to control it. 😊

sarahelizabeth3 (7 posts)

11 years ago (2013-08-27)

Hello my name is sarah I fell the same way. I do feel things I get headaches when I fell someone that has past. I don't really like my gifts im16 a loner I don't have friends with the sane ability neo its really hard for me to think I'm not crazy.
❤

lilyanna (1 stories) (2 posts)

12 years ago (2013-05-16)

hi I just turned 16 and I have been having really wierd experiences too, mostly to do with seeing spirits and things of that nature but its so nice to know I am not alone in all this craziness there are other people out there like me! I remember having wierd feelings like that ever since I was little but the older I get the more intence my abilities become. Try meditating it helped me a lot. Good luck! Oh and don't worry I thought I was crazy too 😊

Art7 (1 stories) (3 posts)

12 years ago (2012-10-24)

Hi I completely understand how you feel but you are not crazy. The same thing happens to me I just know things its weird. Sometimes I accidentally blurt them out load and my friends look at me like i'm crazy but then later it turns out I was right. I know you published your story a while ago but you can take a look at mine we have a lot of similarities please email me at halliwell1107 [at] gmail.com I think we have a lot in common

truely-unknown (10 stories) (106 posts)

12 years ago (2012-05-29)

First off, you're not crazy. I have the same thing but it's in the form of when I say "watch now this is going to happen'. Funniest example to me was watching friday the 13 how it has jason in it. I was watching it for the first time and so was my friend who happens to hate scary movies. Near the end I said "Watch Jason's going to pop out of the water and get her to.' when it happened my friend jumped and I laughed for about 5 minutes.

MadLibs256 (1 stories) (4 posts)

12 years ago (2012-05-28)

I'll share a random fact with you that might make you feel better xD I'm fifteen too and will be turning 16 in October. And I've been having these weird experiences since I was little. My mom has a psychic friend and her friend told me that I was psychic and that when I turn 16 she will teach me how to read tarot cards. The thing is, I used to think that if I gave into any of this stuff that was going on then I would attract some dark evil thing. And I kept telling myself this. But recently I realized the more negative things I think and the more I stay afraid the more negative energy I bring to myself. And the was to keep bad things away is to admit that I was afraid of the unknown and think positive and it actually worked xD sorry if that is a bunch of ramble, but I hope it helps. 😆 😁

RachaelAlexiaW (1 stories) (2 posts)

13 years ago (2012-05-09)

Thank you all for your support and advice ❤
This means so much to know I'm not alone even though I'm still skeptical of my gift.

NettaJetta (1 stories) (17 posts)

13 years ago (2012-05-08)

You are not crazy, I get a lot of "what ifs" as I call it and they come true... I had tons of them when I was younger because I had an overactive mind, was too young to notice if they were linked to clairvoyance. But yea, I have "what ifs" and they always come true. It's kind of annoying and I am like "noo!" but I can't control it...

fizzlepopbang (guest)

13 years ago (2012-05-07)

Wow. Thats great! I'm 15 too, so I know what your going through. Sometimes its hard, but trust me, your not crazy AT ALL lol. 😁 I can see heaps of things 'spirits, people, precognitive, orbs, etc, etc.' I have also had what you describe, but its more of a feeling. Its ok, in fact, its great. Embrace your gift, and transform it, there is so much more to do with all this, trust me:). I totally sympathise when you said 'my parents think its too much tv and movies' because that's exactly what my mum and step dad say. Its great that your boyfriend's supportive, you should be so grateful.

Good luck. 😁

gstar08 (1 stories) (2 posts)

13 years ago (2012-05-03)

Don't think your crazy because your not. I had the same problem before but I've learned to deal with it in the only way possible. Maybe when you get a message like that, write it down right away in a personal journal and tell someone what you are feeling. Its important you express the way you feel when you receieve these messages. As time goes on you will understand a bit more of what you feel.

I have a story similar to yours but when I got my instict feeling which wouldn't go away I knew what was going on.

Sometimes we need to relay the messages to our loved ones & friends to warn them something maybe happening, especially if its not a good thing. Another thing you must understand is not everyone will believe you at first. But its important you get your message to them and they hear what you have to say, but it really is up to them if they want to intake what you have said and believe it.

I hope this helps on what your feeling. If you have any questions you can email me. I check my email quite often throughout the day so I'll respond to you. Check out my story as well. You may find it interesting.

Email: gsobredo [at] hotmail.com

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