I do not like to categorize myself but empath, clairvoyant, Clairsentience, clairaudience, medium, and psychic are part of my qualities.
One of my questions is that sometimes I cannot tell whether it is just my imagination or I am channeling. What does channeling feel like and how do you know if you are channeling? Also how to help a spirit find the light. Because I tried it for the first time and I am not sure if I did it correctly. I bought a white candle, and before I lit it up, I prayed for God to help the spirits to find the light and if maybe another spirit can lead them through the door into the light. I kissed the candle, (why? I don't know, I just felt the need to). I then lit the candle, put a glass of water with two white flowers from my yard next to it and meditated after but could not. And when I THOUGHT of this one particular spirit, "a flash" of this spirits face popped into my head with white glow next to it, and I sensed the feeling of peace. Was this just my imagination?
When I have this really strong "URGE" to ask someone if their mother, daughter, son, etc. Died, I hold back and do not say a word because I feel it is just my imagination even though I want to explode inside beating myself up for not even trying. But what if I offend this person or cause some chaos? What if it is just my imagination? 1. I do feel some sort of energy 2. I assume they lost a father, daughter, etc. Because either a flash of a male/female pops into my mind[which is why I think I am just imagining] or because I just sense it.
Ever since I have been growing spiritually, I have been having dreams of me giving random strangers readings and I connect them with their deceased loved ones like the show Long Island Medium on TLC. I have no idea what to do. How do I deal with all these things at once?!
Sorry for all of these questions but I have no one to talk to going through these spiritual experiences and wanted to ask all of you gifted people.
Thank you so much in advance.