I've always experienced things throughout my entire life. I knew when my granddaddy past away being only 5 years old. I was having a dream about him playing with my cousin and I in a field of flowers. He had cancer and passed away in a hospital. When the phone rang at around 2 in the morning I woke up and already knew that he passed away. Right before the phone rang my granddaddy told me he loved me. That was the first time I ever had a dream like that.
Nothing ever happened after that until I was about 7 or 8. Well then I had another dream where my granddaddy and I were sitting in a white room (we were both wearing white as well) talking and just catching up. In the dream I was also watching everything we were talking. I can't remember what all we were talking about, but I woke up crying pretty hard. I've always remember those dreams like it was yesterday.
My entire family thought I was just making things up until recently. When I was in high school I went and visited my grandmother in the house that my granddaddy and her shared. For an entire week I experienced things with my granddaddy. I really thought I was going crazy. That is until a family friend who was my granddaddy's good friend said he saw him as well.
After I got married, everything started dying down until my father (my granddaddy's son) tried to commit suicide. I knew as soon as I couldn't get a hold of him that something was terribly wrong. I felt my granddaddy around me very strongly. I have felt him very strongly around me ever since then.
My cousin passed away a few months ago, and when he was on life support I already knew he was gone before the doctors said he was defiantly gone. Ever since then weird things keep happening around my house. I see things in the corner of my eye, things won't be in the same place that I know for a fact that I put it, I hear things in my head that someone is telling me things that I don't know. I'm also getting very anxious for some reason just writing this. Does anyone have any opinions or similar experiences that I am experiencing? Any help would be very much appreciated.
When starting ask for the message you need to
Come forth.
Meditation can be visualization!
You can use meditation music on line.
The purpose of meditation is to let go of all the
Chatter that occures in our minds, and relax the body.
Before starting the meditation just visualize
Love unconditonally coming toward you.
Allow all thoughts and expectations to float away.
And see what comes to you.
It can come as an image or feeling, or thought.
You may see a person or you may not.
But the key is to not have a certain expectation.
This is not always an open and closed door.
So try and try.
At first it may be your higher self.
It is a very good possiblity you sense
Being watched by a guide.
Good journey