My entire life I have questioned if I had a sixth sense. It seems like it is always present, always there and latent, but that I can't seem to connect with it.
My earliest memories were I somehow knew events happened. I knew when people died or were going to, I have seen a vision of someone getting hurt that I ignored, and seconds later exactly what I saw happened. I often knew as a child what people were feeling or going to say or do. But I have never been in control of this. And now at 25, I feel lost. I feel that this is a significant part of my soul purpose here on earth. I don't know how to develop these things, but I would like to. I feel pushed to.
I see things, I read about someone seeing things in the shower, the sparkles of dancing light, that has happened to me a few times, it makes me laugh. I always see sparkles of light and spheres that are white with a grayish ring around the outside and a spot in the middle. I don't know if this is something in my contacts, or if it has some significance. I was also seeing sparkles around peoples heads at times.
I can feel. That is something I cannot deny. I can touch someone or sit near someone and instantly feel their pain, their energy, what is holding them back, the fear, and I can also feel the light and the good in people. I can sense everything about other people, but little about myself, and it is frustrating. I do not know what path to follow to get there, but this feels like a good start. I talk with an energy worker, who offers me much help, and has told me I do have a "gift" but I feel so hesitant. I am good with the law of attraction, but this is the one thing I haven't seemed to be able to manifest.
I want to see and talk with my guides and angels. I feel as if that is part of my purpose, and I always have. And yet, I see teens on this site, who see and feel and communicate, and it causes me to have fears that I am missing something.
Does anyone have any guidance to offer? It would be so appreciated.
Peace and Blessings
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Fear is a funny thing. It can either hold you back (like it does for most people) Or you can use it to excel yourself into doing what you want to get past.
The vision your friend had is, from my feeling, related to your healing abilities through crystals and massage. You are not weird and should not feel strange. Trust yourself to know that when you feel guided to a point or area, when healing, that you are doing the right thing. It is what that person needs at that time, and you are the connection of light, love and joy that will allow them to heal the best way they can at that moment. Also realize just because you are attracted to one area with one person one day it may not need the same location worked, or healed again for quite some time. Thus it is good that you may be "Pulled" to new locations.
Always trust your heart. One thing we have done as humans is let our head get in the way.
Trust your heart, trust your spirit guides.
Peace and love be with you.