I am currently in a state of confusion. See, I have been doing a lot of research on this stuff, and I think I finally found the right site. It is an obsession actually. I couldn't tell anyone about it because they would think I'm crazy.
My story is that I have had a lot of encounters of where I could sense something going on. Whether its water, earth, wind, the mind, or anything like that. Its like I have some sort of connection with water, but at the same time, I feel drawn to the earth. The winds get me high spirited, and fire. Well I can't even describe fire. It just calms me and keeps me at peace. But when I try to do anything, it just doesn't work.: (I have thought of the possibility that I may just be overreacting, and that I don't have any power, but I pretty much refuse to believe that.
What I want to know is if this is normal. Am I dev =P
Eloping powers of some sort? And if so, which one?
Some other thing you should know is that I've been having dreams. The one that I get most nights, and I can't stop thinking about, is the one where I can breathe underwater, and I have a tail. But last night, I had a dream where I could control objects with my mind.
I feel like I'm getting mixed messages.
So basically, I am in a state of confusion. I need help with understanding these changes. I can't tell my family because they don't understand. I'm sure most of you know what I'm talking about. Please tell me how I can fix this mess. I would really appreciate it.
Best regards,
WannabeSorceress