I'm 16 years old, and ever since I was young I always thought I was different in a sense. Or maybe destined to be different? I was born a red head with brown eyes (which is quite rare), my name is an ordinary name that is spelt differently, I've always been interested in everything that has to do with psychic abilities, the paranormal, etc. In all these personality tests and stuff I've done over my life; I always get the "rare" or "uncommon" one's. I am also a life path Master Number 11, for all who know what that is.
I'm not trying to SOUND like I'm anything special or anything like that, just it strikes me as a little odd. Anyway, onto more interesting stuff. Since I'm not sure how to write this exactly, I'll just jump into what I thought happened.
I was playing with my puppy in my house, and then I heard my mum pull up out the front, and the dog sprinted away to go and see her. And I felt really urgently that I NEEDED to get out there. So I ran as fast as I could out of my house and was screaming for my mum to stop her car because she was going to hit the dog (mind you, I was about 7 in this dream) anyway, she hit the dog, and I ran over and was crying and I didn't know what to do, and my mum got out and was apologizing and comforting me and such. And to this day, THAT is what I remember happening. But through my brother, sister, and mother what actually happened was completely different. This is was really happened according to them;
Instead of being around 7, I was more around 4. My family had just come home from going to the beach and I'd fallen asleep in the car. The dog had come running out of the house and mum hadn't seen it and she hit it. And according to them I slept through the whole thing, and only when I woke up about 10-15 minutes later did they tell me what happened.
BUT, still to this day I remember the first version I said. And I have NO recollection of sleeping, being that young, or waking up or anything like that. So I have no idea what it was? Was it a precognitive dream? Was it an out of body experience? It baffles me. Also, I'd like to know possibly WHY I don't remember anything of around that time except for what I saw (or thought I saw).
Next; telekinesis. I've always been FASCINATED with this particular ability and I've always wanted to do it. But when I actually try, and practice for weeks at a time I produce no results. But when I am seemingly unaware and not focusing, I tend to do it without meaning to. For example, earlier tonight I was practicing telekinesis for oh, 20 minutes. And I was producing zilch so I stopped because I was starting to get a headache. Anyway, I went and practiced my piano instead and I finally got this certain thing I'd been trying to do yesterday, and I got excited and went back to my computer.
On top of my computer screen, I had a long wooden thing that holds incense while it's burning, and it was hanging over the edge of the screen because I didn't want it falling back (so it was more likely to fall forwards, and I'd tested this by wobbling the table before I lit the incense). Anyway, my incense had burn out by now and as I sat down, I felt weird and it was like I didn't see anything for a second, and then the wooden thing fell off backwards and it wasn't until I'd finished sitting down that I'd realized what fully happened. I hadn't bumped the table, I'm very sure of that. I can't think of anything else that could explain it falling off to be honest. I had no window open, there was no breeze or anything.
Okay, so I know this is going VERY long, but there is more. When I meet someone for the first time (in person), I can instantly tell if we will be close, if I like them, if I don't like them, if they are good or bad, etc. I think this is just pretty basic intuition, because I'm not ALWAYS right; there are exceptions where I've ignored my first reaction and forced myself to like them, or see them as good. And this has usually resulted in me learning some type of life lesson from them hurting me or some such.
Now this next thing, I really don't know if it is a psychic ability or what, but I seem to absorb HOW to do things really quickly. I picked up piano from a book in a matter of 5-10 minutes or so. I was playing double handed within the next 30 minutes. When I was learning guitar from my dad, I picked up a song within 10 minutes that had taken him about an hour to be able to play. In maths, if I am SHOWED how to do something, I will be able to do it before most. I've been able to draw (my teachers in kindergarten said that I was drawing WAY beyond my age) and I picked up painting without any instruction, just a general idea of WHAT to do. And it just goes on, basically I learn things faster then I'd call average I suppose? I'd be interested to know if this an actually ability or not.
There are other minor things such as the weather reflecting the mood I am, (one day at school I thought to myself "How cool would it be to see a tornado", and there was suddenly a mini tornado that sucked up some rubbish on the oval next to where I was.) I also have moments where I know something will happen (again, probably just basic intuition). I have also practiced and trained with my friend on mental shields and I'm rather adamant I could protect/shield my mind against most mental gifts. (telepathy, some precog, etc. There are also various other little things, but I've wrote enough for now.
So yeah, sorry I babbled on so much. And if possible, could someone help clarify a few things in there? Or offer your opinion? Stuff like that.
Thank you~
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