When I was around the age of 7 I had a dream. In the dream I fell into a wash (an area where run off waters from the mountains go) and to my right there was a carved out cave. In my dream I remember the urge to go into the cave and so I went. It became dark and I suddenly had a pressure upon my body as if the sky was pressing down or gravity increased. Then these two red eyes appeared and this shadow Winged robed figure appeared and said in a booming voice. "I am always watching, you will know when your time has come." Ever since this event I was able to see spirits and feel energies. Also I have seen this robed figure several times in my life. The first time in that dream. And 2 more times outside of the dream physically manifesting on our plane. It or he has always just seemed to be watching. Ever since this experience whenever I have felt threatened or when I become Angry I have several physical things change. My eyes become electric blue colored. (there naturally Green.) I feel as if there is fire in my veins. I see blue streaks like lightning. I Then feel that same pressure I had felt in the dream many years ago, and I hear a roar in my head and it is very hard to control my self in this state. I don't feel "normal" and it is as if I become stronger so to speak. After these experiences, once I am able to calm myself down I am left weakened and usually have a headache. I am currently 18 and this "blue experiences" have happened only a few times due to me being very hard to get angry or stressed in stressful situations. The last one I can recall happened 3 years ago I was having an argument with a very close friend and I started to hear the roar and feel the burning sensation in my arms. As soon as this started happening my friend stepped back and I remember seeing his face looking confused. He then immediately grabbed me put me against a wall and told me to calm down, after a bit I relaxed and started getting the headache. He later told me that when he stepped back the for this reason friend:" You didn't look normal and your eyes where turning a fire blue and it freaked me out." Just the other day I had a dream again with those red eyes I saw before and I do not know what may happen or if its just my mind playing tricks on me. Now I for a long time have been searching for answers to what exactly is going on with me. If anyone can help clarify I would be very great full.
-Thank you in advanced-
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But I think that you and that thing are both linked, and when you have negative emotions like rage and anger, you allow it to come in. I know you don't believe in the devil but there are good and evil spirits. I think your friend doesn't really have any good basis to say that it will drive you mad but you should see a spiritual teacher maybe.