Six years ago my mother was doing research and came upon websites about "star children" and "old souls in young bodies" and well, ever since she has told me how I am "one of them." Not incessantly, just would bring it up every once in a while. I did not know what this meant and I didn't really care to look it up recently (but we'll get to that later.) She would always tell me, even when I was younger, of how I would always say "such strange things" when I was a young girl and how I would tell her I saw "angels." She told me of how I would speak some words in different languages like German, which was strange to her because no one spoke German that she knew. So I guess when she came across the websites things sort of clicked for her.
The thing is, I do not remember much of when I was a little girl because of traumatic experiences to me chakras on emotional and physical levels. I had not known this until recently either so I have not worked through all the baggage, but while I was researching such I came across how people can block out things from their memory because of traumatic situations, especially through an adolescents formative stage. So I cannot remember the experiences she s speaking of! I can only remember certain parts of my childhood (btw I am seventeen now).
Anyway, I finally decided to look up what my mom has been talking about this whole time, and it has confused me even more! I've read "how do I know?" articles and the "tell-tale signs" and a lot of things are true about myself. But I feel like all of them were more so true when I was younger. Strange things still happen. I will hear voices calling my name. I see shadow people and I think I can read people's minds if I tune in, but I have to try.
So does this mean that I am a star child that has lost its abilities because of blocked chakras/ energies/ negative build up? Or what? I do not know how I can truly be sure. Is my mom right? I come from a line of intuitive woman but does that mean they are psychic and I am too? What does it mean to be a star child? I just want to know, it's been bugging me to know the truth.