How Do I Make It Better Or Make It Go Away?

Psychics run in my family dating back to my great great grandma. My mom and grandma can look at you and tell you your past and present, and they are dead on with it. But I want to know if I have the psychic gift or am I just really in tuned with people or if I'm crazy for instance. I have deja vu how many times a day. I have dreams about things that later on come true. That turns into deja vu. And A few months ago I was at home, and all of a sudden I could feel a friend of mine as if she was setting right next to me. Something told me to call her but I didn't. I could see her in my head, and her name kept flashing in my head in red. Then the next morning I found out she got in a car accident and she was hospitalized and her boyfriend who was also my best friend died. Or Ill have someone on my mind that I haven't seen or talked to in a long time be on my mind for a few months, and its either something good or something bad has happened to them when this happens. Or another time, I was next door to my mom's house visiting with a neighbor. And I keep seeing the word mom in red letters in my head. Something kept telling me to go to my mom's house. But I didn't follow it. The more I didn't listen to it the stronger it got. About two hours later I was getting ready to leave, and sure enough my mom comes there the door and said that her boyfriend had hit her. I'm starting to really hate this about myself. I want to know too, how can I make it better, or is there a way I can get rid of it.