I am 21 years old and I have been psychic for most of my life. I have had dreams that come true, sometimes about worldwide events such as the Chilean earthquake that happened 2 years ago for example. I also have dreamed of people dying who I later find out have actually died. I am an empath although this is mostly only with my family or people I am close too. My great grandmother was psychic and my mom is a little bit too. I occasionally see spirits although it is much more common to me to just sense their presence.
The problem that I am dealing with is strange to me and it is making me think that I am either delusional or just crazy. A few years ago there was a boy and his family who made the news because of something that occurred that affected him and his family. I remember watching the coverage but not really thinking much about it at the time. I was 16 and promptly forgot about it. Several years later after this (a few days ago) he randomly popped into my head again and I looked him up on line. The family has done a few magazine articles and interviews over the years about the even that occurred but for the most part they keep their privacy. I was totally unprepared for my reaction upon watching the interviews.
I felt something that I have never felt before. The connection I felt between me and him was astounding. Like I said I have only seen him through the TV screen but I felt close to him in a way that I have never felt towards anyone before in my life. He is one year younger than me and is now an adult compared to the first time I saw him on the news. It sounds stupid but looking into eyes touched me in a way that I can't describe. I have watched every interview that he and his family have ever given (which isn't a lot) and I felt the connection the entire time. It was so emotional in a way I have never experienced before. It is hard to put into words how I felt and just how close I felt to him.
I am emotionally connected to my family psychically. I have shared dreams with my siblings, I know when someone is sick. I think of the connection I have with them as a sort of sting that goes from my chest to theirs and, when I focus on it, I can feel the string/connection in my chest linking us together. I was abroad all of last year and when I was feeling homesick I let myself feel this connection and I felt a lot closer to my family. It helped me feel less lonely while I was way.
I mention this because I feel that I have this same connection with this man as I do my family but I have never met him and the link is the strongest I have ever had. I cannot read his thoughts or receive his emotions but I feel extremely connected to him in a way I have never felt towards anyone before. The connection is so strong I can feel it sitting heavily in my chest. Since I fist looked him up again a few days ago this connection has not left me. He lives several states away from me. As crazy as it sounds I feel like we are met to be together. I know it sounds delusional but I can stop thinking about him and these last few days have totally overwhelmed me. I have cried over how strong this connection is that I feel. I am quite sure that he has no idea that this is going on and yet at the same time I am having these compulsions/ reoccurring thoughts that I need to move to his state so that I can meet him.
It sounds absolutely insane but I can see us falling in love and marrying. I can see us as we will be when we are middle aged and older. I can see the children we will have. I keep telling myself that this is just craziness but for some reason I can't get these thoughts out of my mind. This has all happened in only a couple of days which makes me feel even more crazy. I am feeling extremely overwhelmed and confused. Last night I asked God to give me a sign if what I am feeling is genuine and he appeared in my dream although I keep telling myself that this only because I have been thinking about him so much lately. I have never been in love and yet I feel like that is what this is. I have always known that when I eventually find my husband that we will have a psychic connection.
Is is possible that that is what this is? That I have found the person that I am meant to be with even though we have never met or seen each other? This is what my thoughts keep coming back to but I can't figure out if this is my ability letting me know that I found the one or if I am just delusional.
If anyone could give me advice or let me now if you have heard of something like this happening before I would be really grateful. I am feeling very overwhelmed right now and hoping that some of you could reassure me that this is not as crazy/strange as it seems.