so when I was 13 (I'm 14 now) at the beginning of the school year (8th) I meet 2 new people. They had a lot in common with me, I became really close to them and I had like a twin thing with one of them I thought what she thought and we both said things at the same time at first I thought it was a coincidence but then after awhile I noticed it wasn't.
My friends started to tell me that she keeps seeing these little girls around her and I had seen the same thing. Later on we started to notice that we each had different things we could do. I could see like little orbs and the others one could see auras, and one told me she could talk to the spirit of a little girl. So during all this everyone every at school started to think I was crazy because somehow it was affecting me more than the other 2. One of those days my friend told me that the spirit had told her that I would meet a guy in my 9th grade year and he would be my perfect guy, the day before I dreamt I was in class and I was sitting with a really cute guy and he was everything I was looking for.
After school ended for summer break I started to have really weird dreams about a mystery guy with black spiky like hair and another guy that was cute with nice eyes I had theses dreams all summer and in august I just decided to pull away from everyone to think things through. A week before school the dreams stopped and I started to hear a song in my head that I couldn't get out and I wrote it down. It was a song about a girl that liked a guy but he already had a girlfriend.
The weird part starts here when I got to school the first day when I first walked in I saw the same exact guy from my dreams, cute face black spiky hair. All I could do was just look at him. I started to think maybe it's a coincidence. So I spent the rest of the day like a normal first day of school, yet I thought of him sometimes. When I got to my last class of the day I saw the other guy from my dreams, the one with the cute eyes and I just thought ok this is weird and I started to notice my dream was going on in real life. I realized I had a lot in common with this guy and I started to like him.
I started to like the other guy too but I didn't know him but I feel like I have know him for a while, later I noticed that he was going out with a girl that I really didn't like and that she was using him the week I found out I found the song again and noticed that I had written a song based on something that was going to happen.
During all this I had like some type of mood swings like when I got near people I felt like sometimes I didn't have to eat and like I would kind of feel like I was feeding off of their emotions it was weird and all of these people's emotions would affect me and I would start to be really mean and evil with them like I found pleasure in there sad emotional and it made me happy to see them in pain.
During this whole thing I have been slowly changing like I can't be out in the sun anymore because I get really bad headaches and I don't like people touching me yet I'm starting to become a flirt with every guy around me.
Today at school we went outside and I out my sweater on cause the sun was out and it was really bright so I just stayed in the shade as much as I could and while coming in to school again I freaked out and I couldn't breath anymore I just sat there and no one noticed. I went back to normal after that and we had a fire drill I started to flirt really badly with one of my guy friends that I just met I started holding his hand in the hallway and my friend got jealous but I kept doing it just to bug her because her pain made me happy. Later on in the day with my best guy friend and the guy I like with cute eyes I started being all touchy with both of the and I'm an normally not like that but recently I have stated to do that a lot but today was just weird I even kissed two guys to make others jealous.
So I wanted to know if maybe I'm an empathic of some kind or something else?
By the way I always get what I want just by thinking of it whatever I think I get and when someone does something to me something worse happens to them or I will look at them and then they fall or get hurt or start to have headaches for no reason and this always happens, things always seem to go my way and sometimes I go dark like I can't help but talk about strange things like dead people and life in a weird way. I always feel like someone is watching me when I'm in my room, and at night I have nightmares that I wake up from terrified but I have no idea what they were about. So can someone please tell me what's wrong with me?
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