The Black Crow

I don't know where to start. So I will start with the uncontrollable nervous condition I have. I am always nervous, worried & stressed. Although I am a very strong woman, and know this has became a natural everyday feeling. I just deal with.

Both of my children's father's birthdays are on the same day.

The very first women that were with them before we were involved had the very same first name. Both of them were football players in school.

My first child was born at 11:19 by my first. My other two smaller children were born at 11:40 by my current.

So it's kind of weird as I never paid attention until a just a few years ago. Upon meeting my husband of ten years now about this. After putting 2 and 2 together as my abilities became stronger.

So, I have precognitions, premonitions, spiritual dreams and more.

I have so many stories to tell and if it was not for me opening up telling this to my family. Then the premonitions happens, I would not be here now. Ironically I was just about to watch a movie and I just decided, after seeing the previews of Sandra Bullock premonitions. Before the movie actually started to search my cell phone for "what does it mean to have premonitions often that comes true?" So here I am.

Before I give a recent story that happened. I would like to let you all know that I can control my dreams, as well. My mother said that my father was born with a veil over his face. So this has beem inherited some way through his dna.

So just three days ago a saw a beautiful black shinny crow that was healthy, back turned towards me. I was headed to the gas station for cigarettes. I started at this crow almost driving on the curb trying to watch it. I thought it was odd for it to just stand there like that starring up at the trees, or pole was my first thought. It was standing on the curb on the other side of the street.

Well once I got home, I just tried so hard to shake it off. I couldn't help but to think of its purpose, and why It really caught my attention like that.

So my husband and I were going to eat and watch a movie. Before the movie I decided to ask him what does a black crow actually mean. He said another one of your crazy moments. So, I blew it off and tried to play normal. After we watched the movie I just blurred out and said, I think my mother's fiancé is going to die. He was in the hospital for cancer on his lungs. Thank god for the great technology they were able to scrap it off, but they could not get him to cough up the mucous at the time. Well I was wrong, I think because a couple of days later my husband was blessed to have lived after sawing through a tree branch hitting a live wire, he's into tree removal. Well the wire melted. The saw about half way through, burst sparks while blowing his arm back away from the tree & wire. So, he did not tell me this right away once he was home. He just was very shaken up and kept telling me he loves me. So after he told me, I just got extremely distant and started blaming myself for not being able to know it was him that was in danger. Or I was also thinking maybe this wasn't even it maybe my mother's boyfriend is really going to die. Or could this have been that it was out of my hands anyway he was still going to work that day. So I tried to interpret my premonitions as a easier route to what I knew was something, or someone in danger of a negative situation. Confusing at times, I know it is a gift.

I can't say that I dislike all the medium feeling. I just wish I can helpful and warn people and they accept it and be careful. When you are gifted in this way I believe it is best to let others know your premonitions before they happen. Then once it happens they would look at you in belief other than a problem. I have had many of premonitions to happen, so my family now listens. Besides my father was one of gifted. My main medium abilities are while I am completely relaxed asleep. Well sometimes I'm not so relaxed I still have them. I found that I do not really dream to often unless it is a warning for someone, or of something. I'm glad I found the forum, although my gift is a open book around here.

Does anyone not like getting close to people because of being afraid that once you do open up. You already know that you could take on a whole serious emotional, overwhelming situation some people hide?

That of course you can feel? Which your first obligation as gifted is to protect and help through your abilities. If we ignore than we hurt ourselves. If they hurt we hurt, if they feel good we feel good. I read this in one of the stories on here. That is the absolute truth.

Thank you for reading! God Bless All! Please never be afraid to talk! If it wasn't for that word "Talk". I would have never been able to prove any of my abilities to my family! Which listens now!