Honestly, I do not know where to start at all with my stories. There are so many in a random order, from dreams, to abilities, to what I have seen, to whom I have met. But I do know one thing for sure. I have always been interested in the paranormal from a very young age, and once I got into them, I would think about it at least once a day. I feel as if I am linked to it in some way, but I really do not know what. Certain experiences I read on this website a while ago appeared to have a link to what I had dreamed about, but I was never able to get any clear answers.
Basically, I know I am psychic in some way, but what I do not know. Maybe I am too impatient, maybe I know there is another way, but I was always different in a certain way. I know things, I process things in my mind, in a way other people don't, in a way people marvel at. Since young, the people I was able to form a deep bond with had some problems or situation in their life, or had psychic abilities of their own. I have met people that tell me some things, and they all seem linked in a certain way. I have seen, rarely though, as if the beings do not want me to see them. But I want to see, at the same time I am terrified.
The one thing I am sure of is that I have empathic abilities. Mine seem to be in a way where I usually will feel moods if they are great, up to points where I will act the same as the person, especially if I have a bond with the person in some ways. I also can feel certain emotions after thinking about them some time and feeling them, thus being able to get an idea of how a person might be feeling about a certain situation, even though I have never been in that situation myself.
I need help please. I have been getting help from someone, but the person is getting busy, and I don't want to overload my problems too much. Please, if you are willing to help me, please tell me. Because I have been in this situation for some years now, and I still do not know where to begin.