I went to a psychic medium last night who is well renowned. I told her my Mum had passed away 10 years ago when I was a teenager and she told me her spirit had come through to her.
Then all of a sudden she completely freaked out, so much that the colour drained from her face. I shot out of my chair to run out of the room as she looked so terrified and it was frightening me. She told me not to leave the room and I had to ask her several times what on earth was going on as she was speechless and could just repeat 'oh my god, oh my god'. She finally told me she had asked in her head for my mum to show her a sign and she saw the strongest flash of light immediately on the wall behind me. She said it then remained and it was a 'tic-tac' shaped light. She checked around the room to make sure there were no reflections and said it was impossible. She then asked for another sign and a ladybird appeared on the wall under the lights of the cooker hob (which had previously sat on my friends shoulder during her reading). The lights on the cooker hob then seemed to be streaking downwards which I put down to the ladybird moving underneath them and reflecting but whenever I looked directly at it the lady bird was completely still. She said I was going to see an oval shaped light at some point very soon and it was my mum proving she is around, which I was begging I didn't want to see!
She kept asking me not to leave her alone. And was then saying it was amazing and like nothing she had ever experienced before. When the reading was over she wasn't sure if she could carry on reading for anyone else (it was a group of us having a reading) and refused to be left in any room alone at any time. She said she wouldn't read for me one to one again as it terrified her.
Now I am so incredibly scared as I do not want to experience any kind of lights that she mentioned I was going to see when I'm on my own. I am also worrying that it was something bad she saw as she was so afraid but perhaps didn't think she should tell me?
Have any psychics/mediums out there experienced the same thing before where they were scared to read for someone or was that intense as she claimed? She said it was the strongest connection she has ever experienced. I am so paranoid there is something she is not telling me and it was something awful she saw!
Also, what has scared me even more is that after I left the house I had the reading in the ladybird died! My friend put it in a cup and when she looked this morning it was back to life!
Light & Love across the miles,
Joni ❤