Connection To The Other World

Ever since I can remember, I have been very in touch with death (earning me the nicknames "Queen of the Dead" and "Reaper"). I always know when people are about to die and when someone dies, I always wake up with a sick feeling. I also know who is about to die/dead.

But in addition to that, I also am able to sense ghosts pretty well. I get kind of light headed when one is in the room and have actually been able to talk to them using a pendulum.

Recently, I actually saw a ghost manifest in a mirror in my house and I have been hearing them more and more clearly. Sometimes I actually see visions of what happened to them in their past, and it has been happening more and more often. Also, referring to the first paragraph, I am no longer just feeling when people are about to die, I am now having cryptic dreams up until their death which only make sense after they die.

Ex. My friend who was 20 (the exact same age as me) was perfectly healthy except for the occasional migraine. I kept telling her to get it checked out because I felt a little weird about them, but she kept insisting she was fine. I was having dreams about her lying in a hospital bed being covered with a sheet and a nurse explaining to her family that she had died. Then a month later, she died of an unidentified brain disease.

The other kind of weird thing is that every time I read tarot for myself or have a reading done for me, the death card always comes up. Also, every time I go to a psychic, they always tell me that my connection to the other world is strong. But the thing that nobody has ever been able to tell me is why.