Note: names have been changed to protect the identity of persons involved
I've been having a lot of conversations lately. It's just that my side of the conversation appears to have been happening inside my head.
I was in dance class when it started. My dance partner was across the room, and I had to call her because it was our turn to perform. But I couldn't remember her name. I just sat there trying to remember when suddenly it hit me- Abigail! I was preparing to say her name out loud too when suddenly she turned around. "who called me?" the girl next to me responded, "no one called you, Abigail. No one said a thing." I asked whom she thought was calling her, and she said it was a girl's voice. Odd coincidence, I thought.
The next instance happened more than a year later.
I was walking to my computer when my aunt yelled that it was time to eat lunch. And I thought, "I really don't want to." hadn't said a word though. But then my aunt started yelling at me. "what do you mean you don't want to eat? Etc. Etc." Obviously I was shocked. I had to explain that I hadn't actually said anything. She started laughing, "what great hearing I have! Hearing things that aren't even being said." another odd coincidence, I thought.
It started happening more and more frequently after that. Coincidence started becoming a more and more unlikely explanation. (While pondering university options while whale watching, I think, "look, look alice, Things change." Then mum suddenly starts saying "look where? I don't see anything." or while remarking how odd a statue looks my friend suddenly says "what's odd? I didn't quite catch what you said."). I've started wondering if I actually am not saying these things out loud, or checking if I've actually been thinking what they heard. It makes me feel like I'm going mad. I've actually googled "people hear my thoughts" and all I get are articles about schizophrenics who are afraid of the possibility that people hear their thoughts. But people are REPLYING out loud to my thoughts, as if in normal conversation - that's just plain odd. (I've also had myself tested psychiatrically. They SAY I'm normal). This forum is my last chance at an explanation for what's going on.
I've also noticed that the more I exercise, the more frequently this happens and the longer the sentences that people hear are.
I will add these things: synchronicity is real (ask Jung). There is some cosmic thing that some people can tap into including traditional healers (it works - trust me). I have witnessed someone with remote viewing skills get something correct (lucky guess? - maybe). AND THERE ARE MANY WEIRD THINGS IN THIS WORLD WE DONT GET - YET - AND scientific explanations often ensue for things we say are impossible. There's a lot of weird stuff out there so the key is to keep the mind open and receptive to new stuff - but if you people are always out to get and it's always bad and negative - medication might turn off the noise - and if it does then you've solved a problem and can live more easily:)