Some Psychic Problems

This is about how me having psychic abilities is giving me some problems, so read if you feel like helping me. With a couple decisions I have to make. Okay, so I'm having an issue... Along with begin a psychic I really like witchcraft and my friend she's so logical, she's beginning to hate me, I think she stopped believing in it after she couldn't get this guy to hypnotize me last year. She seemed a little excited when I first told her, but she began to talk to me less and less and after I couldn't predict that her pets (let's just say I'm having some problems with my abilities too) I've never been able to control them, the slightest touch of the railing at the mall and I would see myself falling over I would always have to prey it wasn't a vision, or something someone else was scared of, or my overactive imagination playing games on me. Then when her pets died I was in the middle of hitting my head on the wall thinking something's wrong when a tragedy hit a week later I don't want to tell anyone what that tragedy was because I know everyone's going to say I'm faking this just because it was like global news. And I don't want attention I want advice. So my friends hating me because I'm a psychic and I like witchcraft and she's like this religious "studier" (in other words kind of nerd-ish) and well I don't know what to do. But I promised my other friend that I would use a spell to banish a demon she found because we'd rather not give it what it wants (you don't want to know) because it wants "powers" and we aren't sure if it wants these weird demon powers we here about or like our psychic abilities for itself. As you can see I'm in a really tight situation... And really frustrated on everything because my friends have been ignoring me for days and like out of 6 of 10 are ignoring me and I feel like my friends are my sisters and like I would've trusted them with my life, but this just because they know about me it's really hard for me to do anything without them despising me. And well they all call me depressive and overly emotional and they say things continuously behind my back, so the point I'm trying to get here is like somewhere around should I stop all this stuff about witchcraft (even though I'm really into it, and my grandmother taught me about it and need to banish a demon) Because Wicca is an actual religion it's not this thing where people point their fingers anymore, there's worse religions too. But it's not like I've given up on god just because I want Wicca as like a second religion, or should I give up on it all (and let the demon haunt us) and try to get my friends back and struggle to be "normal" again? It's a really confusing deal because my friends hate me over having psychic abilities my friends that are still there for me tell me they're just jealous, but I get these nasty posts everywhere from them, and I'm just sick of it. Also if someone can tell me this, why do people disapprove so much of someone having a sixth sense it bothers me? I mean around where I "live" there's like 3 out of 10 people (which is kind of a lot) who have an ability. And it's not like we control it, waking up in the morning and saying "oh I want a sixth sense today, I think I'm going to switch it on" it's not really that simple. As you all who read this probably know. Plus it doesn't help they're all obsessed with twilight, (I really don't like vampire's-childhood thing) so sometimes they roll their eyes just because I can't draw that well I usually write better than that. But the details are never clear enough for me to write, I mean if something is really major I'll be swept over with this weird feeling like sadness or grief or fear like whatever was going to go on of whatever someone was feeling there. And if the disaster is big enough my friend usually tells me what happened, because whoever died will be able to tell her, then I usually feel guilty for a couple weeks because I have no idea what to do, sorry if I seem to be jumping around there's a lot I want to talk about. I know there's no way I could just say hey I want to get rid of whatever psychic ability I have left when I wake up in the morning... And truthfully after all my complaining and fear that ran through me when I knew these things I don't have as much "ability" anymore and I kind of miss it, but the migraines? Not so much. I mean the entire town-thing lives surrounded by trees; with a couple houses here and there it's kind of hard not to have any ability out here. Usually sometimes I have an active imagination, that and my psychic ability start mixing and I'll accidentally write about something that happened to them and when I go to email them asking if it's good they get mad at me. I mean it's not like I wanted to or was stalking them or anything weird like that my abilities are pure accident. And it's getting really frustrating to my friends that I can't control any of it, I mean it could be worse I could be the only one but at least I've got two others who totally understand what I'm going through. One of my "other" friends doesn't even believe her own cousin (who's moved away) could see spirits. They are also all giving me problems because, they think I must live a picture perfect life, just because I don't talk about my families deaths and they come to school practically screaming over someone's death. I know it's harsh but I'm kind of happy for whoever died in my family because while they were alive they were in a lot of pain and now they can go to heaven when they cross over. My friends been morning about her pets for a year now, through that year one of my pets died, my great-grandmother died, and on top of this she and the rest of them decides to randomly blame my witchcraft for the problems caused between us the day another one of my relatives die. She also insists that I claim to have psychic abilities because of how everyone made fun of me last year, and that I'm just depressed and looking for attention. The only reason I was picked on was because I would rather be reading books then listen to them talk about how tragic their lives where because they couldn't find the right outfit to the dance or something. And that I was depressive just because they were constantly pointing out my flaws. Right now I know I'm trailing off, but it's because I think the more details the more likely you'll be able to give me a good answer on what I should do. My friends who are still on my side say everything will be fine and they'll get over it, I never really thought that my other friends would act in such a way. They say how I rely on magic and I would die without talking about it the only thing I've done is protection spells and they didn't even know. I hear (let's say this is just gossip but it still kind of breaks me on the inside) that they think I'm nuts and insane and I've got no idea about anything in the world. Hearing that kind of sucks when I could wake up with a nightmare about someone dying and have them die the next day, and they can have all these really stupid dreams. I mean the way I've talked about them it makes them sound so mean, when I thought I knew them they where sweet girls you'd think you could trust anything with, my one friend insisted she had psychic abilities too, now she's with the let's say non-believers. I mean Wicca it's not illegal it's an actual religion and they act like it's a crime when the religion my other friend took up a worse religion that's nothing like Wicca and she just took it up to make herself immortal. I don't even use Wicca for that and even she glares at me, I had one of my friends who still likes me ask her why she hates me and she glared at me when I was all the way a crossed the room and said how she hated witchcraft and that I should just shut up about it and stop doing it. As you could probably read it's really complicated around here and I'm desperate for advice such as on the demon and my difficult choice between my friends (who are beginning to hate me) and Wicca (which is the reason of it, but needed to banish the demon without what it wants).