It started with shadows and confusion, at first it was small thinks like shadows from the corner of my eyes and never being to go a hour without a bad feeling or something happening. A month ago I was home with my mom we did our normal routine my desk is against the wall there was a short hall way leading to the bathroom. A pen shot from the hall way land on my desk the only other person in the house was behind me so there was no way to explain it. Thing started to get stranger the shadows appeared more often even passing right in front of me, things started dispersing and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't find any trace of the lost objects. I started feeling strong energy so much to the point I felt a slightly vibrated all over my body and I still do. I have weird feeling or "tense" as I call it motions causing panic attacks and always feeling stressed out and jumpy. If I concentrate I can control these vibration and spread them to different spots even causing the ground to have the same effects. I can sense small thinks that happen shortly after I feel them like I feel the phone vibrate before it dose, see people I never met or seen before but meet them soon after. I also notice that no matter where I go I see lights flickering around me even though people never seem to notice. It feels like I can absorb energy from crowded room filled with people at first its overwhelming but it gives me large boosts of energy making me overly hyper and pumps adrenaline threw my body. I have been trying to ignore all of it and live a normal life but I can't, I end up being overly frustrated no body knows and those I have tried to tell just think I'm a freak or don't care. I try to cover it up or lie about it but people still see threw my games. I spend lots of time alone because its the only time I almost feel happy. Dose anyone else have the same problems I want to feel like I'm not all alone.: (
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amberg (3 stories) (9 posts)
9 years ago (2015-05-30)
I feel there is something big happens right under my nose like something is toying with me and my life. Lights flicker around I see shadows corpses that appear or vanish and no one else sees it. I see flashed of blood splatter places, in prints on the walls the mysteriously appear and disappear. I cried my last tear I can't cry even when in pain. I have numbed myself to the point my minds completely clear because my thought only poison me more. I have become an empty shell only having a mild personality around others. I'm not suicidal but I can't live like this I fight to keep that voice out of my head. A male voice of pure hatred and death ponding in my head laughing at my suffering I'm thankful when I don't dream most of my dream are out of body dreams whether it be a murder or unknown force taking the life out of others. I feel horrible that it no longer affects me the guts the gores the blood at times I can feel blood pour on me but no one can see it. Nothing has changed yet I don't feel anything not fear, not happiness, just nothing. I fear I'm slowly becoming cruel I'm always alone I left all of my friends I stay in this hell never going anywhere trying to stay sane and not turn evil by what ever this is. 😢
cayce17 (8 stories) (192 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-15)
I don't think your crazy and I still get panic attacks from what I've been experiencing. You're not a freak as far as I'm concerned and you shouldn't be afraid of your abilities, but you should try and understand them. You shouldn't be afraid all the time due to your ability.
amberg (3 stories) (9 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-11)
im fourteen right now about to be fifteen I do talk to them one is a six year old boy he wakes me up every night a bit annoying, but being very antisocial he is entertaining. I don't tell any one about him because I live around people who think I'm crazy. I had one friend that sort of believed me but she thought I was possessed or something stupid, worse part is a few months ago I saw a vision of her cat dying in the road a week later it disappeared it was found on a public road dead. She had the idea something evil was around me things would shatter or fly across the rooms I was in. I could change the temperature of the room I was in. Something weird she told me I don't remember is I would spend hours staring off into space my pupils would be extremely large and would whisper creepily to myself.
ilmioamore (3 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-10)
You sound exactly like me when I was a bit younger. I'm 20 now and it only gets stronger, but I wouldn't say worse because you start to believe in yourself. The only difference I see is that I can actually talk to the dead instead of simply see shadows or lights. Though I have seen those too. The lights never go away from my vision. It makes me feel alone because I've had friend like me but we grew apart so I have no one to talk to about this now. Finding this website is a relief because you realize that you're not alone out there. My medium friend used to tell me it was a gift and we were only 17. Now I believe it is because it gives you the chance to help people when you're ready, and you will be one day. Don't worry.
celestele (1 stories) (7 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-10)
Hey! Just a question- how old are you?
I'm seventeen, and it sounds like you're still young yourself as well.
Well I think I can help a tad. The flickering of lights is either 1) the energy you attract and are emitting. Or 2) dark spirits trying to mess with you.
When you are intertwined with the metaphysical, it kind of makes you a target for the dark things as well. You just have to learn to protect yourself from it.
To do this, begin to meditate. It will help you become together with yourself, and bring you balance and harmony. Meditating is sooo important. And you don't necessarily have to do the stereotypical criss-crossed "om." You can also meditate by listening to music and focusing on your breathing. Let yourself become content in just being. Find peace. Do this daily and practice. It's sooo important.
Two, I suggest you buy some sage. Burn sage to cleanse your house and self when need be. It's pretty helpful. You can find some at your local metaphysical shop or online.
Three, it may or may not help but I wear a healing crystal at all times and never take it off. It helps keep your energy together and fill the voids you may have. For me it has actually proved to be a protectant. Many times actually... Look them up. They're pretty cool. And they are really cute. However, don't be mislead by trendy stores selling them. These crystals have recently begun to be a "cool trend" to wear. However, no one seems to know the power they have. I wear a wrapped white quartz for my crown chakra.
If you have anymore questions feel free to email me!
I'd love to help you (-:
Sincerely,
Celestele
I'm seventeen, and it sounds like you're still young yourself as well.
Well I think I can help a tad. The flickering of lights is either 1) the energy you attract and are emitting. Or 2) dark spirits trying to mess with you.
When you are intertwined with the metaphysical, it kind of makes you a target for the dark things as well. You just have to learn to protect yourself from it.
To do this, begin to meditate. It will help you become together with yourself, and bring you balance and harmony. Meditating is sooo important. And you don't necessarily have to do the stereotypical criss-crossed "om." You can also meditate by listening to music and focusing on your breathing. Let yourself become content in just being. Find peace. Do this daily and practice. It's sooo important.
Two, I suggest you buy some sage. Burn sage to cleanse your house and self when need be. It's pretty helpful. You can find some at your local metaphysical shop or online.
Three, it may or may not help but I wear a healing crystal at all times and never take it off. It helps keep your energy together and fill the voids you may have. For me it has actually proved to be a protectant. Many times actually... Look them up. They're pretty cool. And they are really cute. However, don't be mislead by trendy stores selling them. These crystals have recently begun to be a "cool trend" to wear. However, no one seems to know the power they have. I wear a wrapped white quartz for my crown chakra.
If you have anymore questions feel free to email me!
I'd love to help you (-:
Sincerely,
Celestele
LauraVT (23 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-09)
Try using this prayer. It is designed to send souls to the Heaven World so they can get the help they need. It has helped so many around the world. It is free, too. Say it like you mean it, say it with force. With this prayer, you can get these souls to cross over. The best part is that it is free. Http://tinaerwin.com/crossing-over-prayers/
Dearest Lord Above,
I humbly request that you take
Any and all souls, who have found
My divine light of service, into
The Heaven World,
Right now.
I ask that an angel wrap each
Soul in a blanket of healing light,
Right now.
I pray that every single soul
Will use the Light Bridge provided
By my angelic team to transition
Into the Heaven World,
Right now.
I send love and healing to all souls
No matter how they died, no matter
Their level of guilt, without any judgment
Or prejudice whatsoever,
Right now.
May the light of your love, Father,
Embrace and keep all of these souls
Now and forever.
Dearest Lord Above,
I humbly request that you take
Any and all souls, who have found
My divine light of service, into
The Heaven World,
Right now.
I ask that an angel wrap each
Soul in a blanket of healing light,
Right now.
I pray that every single soul
Will use the Light Bridge provided
By my angelic team to transition
Into the Heaven World,
Right now.
I send love and healing to all souls
No matter how they died, no matter
Their level of guilt, without any judgment
Or prejudice whatsoever,
Right now.
May the light of your love, Father,
Embrace and keep all of these souls
Now and forever.
amberg (3 stories) (9 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-09)
Malonejr
Ya very strange the funny part was usually weird thing happen when I either talk to the spirits or talk about them. I could always see and knew they were around just never admitted it. Pretty sure they didn't know and would do things just for a reaction. I don't know weather to laugh or be disturbed. They fallow me around and they whisper to me. Usually bumps on the walls, tugs on the blankets, throws thing or breaks things. Thing would go missing, doors would shake and knock frantically. 😕
Ya very strange the funny part was usually weird thing happen when I either talk to the spirits or talk about them. I could always see and knew they were around just never admitted it. Pretty sure they didn't know and would do things just for a reaction. I don't know weather to laugh or be disturbed. They fallow me around and they whisper to me. Usually bumps on the walls, tugs on the blankets, throws thing or breaks things. Thing would go missing, doors would shake and knock frantically. 😕
amberg (3 stories) (9 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-09)
Thanks just need to feel like someone could understand, things have just started to become to much I'm all ways stressed, I can't relax ever. I'm just sick of trying to convince people, so I have been avoiding it. I act happy and carefree hiding any sign of stress or frustration. It makes me feel like a manipulative liar, I try to not show weakness or sadness so I don't have friends I don't socialize with any one being alone is so much easier. My parents no something wrong but when I try to tell them nothing but more frustration comes out of it. These days I don't know if I'm depressed or plainly sick I can't sleep and can't eat stress has taken over. 😢
LauraVT (23 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-08)
Amberg,
This is a really lonely place to be, as I know all too well. Most people will never understand, nor believe you. You will come across a few (non-cyber) people in your lifetime that will get you and your abilities.
One way to rid the dark things you see out of the corner of your eye is to visualize yourself pouring down a rain of salt over them. Salt will clear and cleanse in any dimension. When you do that, see if that and your anxiety go away. I do not want to scare you, but it could be a dark intelligence messing with you. You are psychic and sensitive. So salt the bast [at] $& away and see what happens. I hope this helps. Remember, you have the power to take control. It just is not always easy.
This is a really lonely place to be, as I know all too well. Most people will never understand, nor believe you. You will come across a few (non-cyber) people in your lifetime that will get you and your abilities.
One way to rid the dark things you see out of the corner of your eye is to visualize yourself pouring down a rain of salt over them. Salt will clear and cleanse in any dimension. When you do that, see if that and your anxiety go away. I do not want to scare you, but it could be a dark intelligence messing with you. You are psychic and sensitive. So salt the bast [at] $& away and see what happens. I hope this helps. Remember, you have the power to take control. It just is not always easy.
Malonejr (2 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-08)
Read my only post I just wrote before reading this and see if any of that sounds familiar... I hadn't seen what you're talking about in years... But it was a desk for me too, the chair at the desk slammed into it and a closet door in that room slammed for no reason... Scary stuff and I got the most intense fear then...
PumpkinPrincessPayton (1 stories) (6 posts)
10 years ago (2015-05-07)
Don't be afraid, and you're not crazy. What you're going through is a spiritual metamorphosis. You're a medium, and from the sound of it you've been repressing this because you're afraid. That's how I was too. Just accept yourself for what you are and the anxiety and jumpiness will go away. You have a gift and you can help a lot of people with it one day when you're ready.:)
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