White Wings

I came across this website when searching the internet for something that has happened to me recently.

To begin with, I just want to say that I have never been completely open about things that happen to me, or about hearing God's voice. I have shared a few things with my family. But I don't think they would really believe me if I told them I could hear God, or that I thought I was somewhat clairvoyant. And most the time, I feel if I talk about it, God will not be happy because it is meant to be more for Him and I.

There have been times in my life that my skills have been not used, or have been even absent. And then there are times I feel very fortunate and gifted. Just about the time I think I am making too much of my skills, something will happen to make me go WOW, that's no coincidence. For example, there was a brief time I would hear a woman's voice talking to me when I was talking to God. It felt more than just a guide, as was soo Godlike. One day, when meditating, I asked who was speaking. She said something like or similar to Asha? I didn't think much of it, but then months later, I picked up a book by Sylvia Brown and it mentioned that there is a Mother of God named Azna. I had never heard of her, and so you can imagine the chill that came over me when I read that.

But the real reason I am writing today, is to talk about something quite wonderful and yet puzzleing that happened when meditating. I usually start by invisioning myself standing in the whiteness. Sometimes I imagine my guides or Jesus are with me. I just feel like I am somewhere near or in God's Kingdom. And just recently, I all of a sudden looked by arm and saw white wings on myself. I can feel the heaviness but great feeling between my shoulder blades. I just wonder the meaning and if other's have experienced this?