I would like to thank you in advance for reading my story. I am a 14 year old girl with many strong psychic powers and I would like some advice. I have always had some abilities, but within the past year they have become much stronger. I have also become very ill within the past year with a syndrome that gives me intense pain and fatigue. Is it possible for there to be a connection?
One of my gifts is to "feel" people's emotions and character. I can tell when anyone is in a bad mood before I even see them. Sometimes, I wake up in the same mood that one of my parents is in. I could have a great sleep or a wonderful evening and wake up feeling depressed. Later, I find out that someone I know is horribly upset or feeling ill. I also feel happiness, excitement, hunger, pain, boredom or anything else I am too lazy to name. I can also feel of a person is kind or evil. Social gatherings can be overwhelming at times, because all of these emotions come together at once! Does this make me an empath or a sensitive?
I can also feel more factual things. I kind of just "know" things about people and places. Sometimes, I will do "readings" for friends to see how accurate I am. They will give me a name and I just "feel it." It is like I know who they are, what they do, what they like, their persona, and more! I know this power doesn't have to do with future prediction. Does anyone know what this falls under? While I am on the subject of reading, I can also see people's past, future and present. I can see certain events, people, things, and places that are important to them. Often, I can see periods of change, sadness, separation, reunion, or happiness. Would these be called premonitions?
My dreams have always been bizarre. However, I will only talk about the ones directly related to psychic ability. The first thing the pops in my head is the dream I had days before the disaster in Japan. It was a horrid sight. I was walking through complete devastation. It looked like an earthquake. Buildings collapsed, the ground was cracked, people were injured, and everyone was in terror. We all ran. We ran to the last standing building. Inside, Asian women prayed in a foreign language. They gave me a paper with their prayers and we sat and prayed. Red flowers were arranged as a symbol of death I suppose. When I woke up I was shaking. I prayed and prayed. Unfortunately, I had become hospitalized for pain the next day so of course the dream was never written in its entirety. Next thing I knew, it was all over the news. I also have dreams I am pregnant shortly before some one else announces that they are pregnant. I have dreams of people and buildings shortly before I see them in reality as well.
Along with all of these other gifts that I have mentioned, I can tell if someone is going to call, if it is going to be a good or bad day, if I am going to see someone, if something is going to turn out well, and I can pick up on smells,visuals, sounds, tastes, and sensations outside of the normal range.
Well I'm pretty sure I've covered it all! I have no doubt in my mind that I am psychic, but I am still confused and sometimes overwhelmed. I would really like some help. I want to help others with my gifts! Is there anything I should or could be doing to help refine my powers? I know meditation is important and I do meditate frequently. Can anyone give me any answers to my questions or advice? Thank you so very much for reading and please comment! I will be checking frequently to read and respond to comments.
Love, light, peace, and happiness