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I Lost It

By nspin1121
(1 stories) (1 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2011-01-18
Country: United States
State: New York
Category: Visions / Trances / Altered States

For as long as I could remember I could see things, hear things, and even feel things. Now, I have a problem, it's just stopped and I feel different, I feel empty. Somethings wrong and I can't fix it. I like being different, I like knowing that I'm not like anyone else. I need help, please? Someone, anyone know what happened? And possibly how to "fix" it?

So here's my story:

When I was three years old I was absolutely terrified of my basement, to this day I'm terrified. One day my favorite doll went missing and well I just knew it was in the dark, dark basement. I remember trying to get my mom to go and get it for me, but she wouldn't. "You're a big girl honey, you can do it."

So there I was scared out of my mind and I had to brave it myself. I went down to the basement and I couldn't find the light, so it was dark. So I continued to look for her in the dark. When I found it someone had it, it was a dark figure and he seemed to be as tall as big bird, he was giant and he had my doll. All I remember was him saying "When you turn 18 you will die, if you don't fix this. And I will be back for you."

Now I know most 3 year olds don't remember much, but this has stuck out in my head my entire life because ever since then my life has been different. It started off in dreams, I guess, because I would have so much deja-vu. Years away sometimes. Then it went to just is I would daydream, simple daydreams every once in a while. As I got older it got stronger and I would get these nasty headaches and then I would see things, so many things and they were always so vivid. Then I would get worse, I would dream them still and would be as vivid as it has always been, but I would sleep walk and wake up in my park. My best friend has told me countless times, I would walk to her in my sleep wake her up because I had something urgent to tell her and I would never wake up until I got home. As the visions got stronger the more ware and tear they would do to me, if in the vision someone got hurt, so would I. I've been thrown around so many times, I think I might be crazy for wanting it back.

While I was having visions I could also see things like the ghosts in my house, even talk to some of them. I knew their life stories and why they were here still. I also, had voices in my head, but I knew who they were, friends of mine with the same abilities as me, or at least close too.

But now it's all gone and I don't know why. If anyone has any ideas, or has had the same problem it would be nice to know I'm not alone or that there's a chance to figure out all that happened to me, thanks in advance.

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aim23 (1 stories) (7 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-26)

hay just hang on ok mabe youll get you "powers" back all you got to do is think positive its all up to you... 😊

Tortilla (42 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-25)

branby1994- Maybe some medications have adverse effects on people that are psychically inclined. People that are psychic that these medications are probably tested on are less than 1% and the doctors aren't even aware that the people are psychic. The side effect might be so small a percentage that they don't need to list it as a possible side effect on the packaging. Its a thought.

Marissa

branby1994 (1 stories) (3 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-25)

I'm the same way. I've seen things. Had visions feelings so on until I got on medication. If you are on any type of anti depressant, ADHD, or bipolar meds then that's your problem. I go off of my meds when I decide I want to see stuff again. I'm going off it now. I've started to get the feeling that I used to get when I would have a vision. But my visions are still to blury usually to get anything from it. Its coming back to me slowly

Tortilla (42 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-23)

Wow I was gone for a few days and this page exploded! Anywho... Thanks for the kuddos on my screen name. The subconscious mind is a fascinating thing. I've been reading up on the the the power of suggestion and self conditioning. You probably still have your abilities they are just lying dormant and you have blocked them somehow. Stress is always a huge factor for me. I love to Astral project but if I have the weight of the world on my shoulders that definitely throws a wrench in things. Meditation is a great thing to learn if you don't do it already. On that rare occasion when my kid let's me I usually take about 10-15 of deep breathing and clearing my mind of all stress and thoughts. Then I visualize my chakras each opening in turn like a flower blooming. Then when I feel centered and unclogged again I close up the "flowers". I hope this helps:)

Marissa

MrE (1 stories) (168 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-22)

I have a few theories.
There are some people that believe that some people are born with incredible psychic energy, but, fi they do not keep disciplined meditations, they lose these abilities aroudn the age of 30 or so.
My mother claimed to be able to see auras around other people, and says that she lost the ability to see the auras a month before her best friend died. That her losing the aura sight was a way for God to protect her.
Third theory. You seem frightened by your formor abilities. That would seem, to me at least, that you constantly wished to yourself "I wish I didn't have to see this/know this." There is an old saying. Be careful what you wish for. Base desires can and will effect energy manifestations around you, and if you desire to to remove the source of your fear, a way will be found.
As for that experience you had as a young child... Are you competely, 100% certain that was not a dream? The only reason I ask is that there are forces that work through dreams. Malignant forces, that make you make a choice, in dream state, without you realizing you are making a choice.
Like deciding to go into a dark basement. The fact that your doll was down there is immaterial... Entering into the darkness can be a form of "signing" agreement.
If your abilities manifested after this experience with the darkness, I would be concerned if I were you.
Then again, I could be wrong. For example, one such dream I had were I felt beings were trying to force me to "sign" with them spiritually... Involved zombies invading a school. After fighting many off, I felt parched, so one opened a fridge in it's mid section, pulled out a Sprite, and offered it to me. Makes you wonder how such a nice zombie would be after anything but your companionship.

AnandaHya (guest)

14 years ago (2011-01-22)

truegreen, you just stated you fell while a sleep. What makes you think there would be "spirit" involvement?

I fall of the bed alot, personally its because I'm clumsy. Spirits can't harm you physically, just get you to react which might cause you to get hurt by your own actions or words.

I got in a car accident because a redish green spirit creature jumped on my windshield and I took 2 seconds to tell it to scram. No one was hurt but the other car flipped a couple tims and landed on its roof. It taught me it is MORE IMPORTANT to pay attention to what I'm doing NOW, no matter what I see in the spirit world. Analyze the daily sites when I get home and can write them up and meditate. So I think its more important to ask, how do you want to respond to the spirit world? How do keep yourself safe? (I suggest moving sharp objects away from your bed if you are prone to falling off it)

truegreen (1 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-22)

Once in a while I will fell when I am sleeping. A maybe nail or some sharp object go down my side from back to my hip. But it is a real feeling I get then wake up. It kind of tickles. I had since I was a little girl. But it is a real feeling. Is that a spirit.

AnandaHya (guest)

14 years ago (2011-01-21)

nspin, are you 18 now?

You mentioned in your story about the dark man in the basement telling you he would come back when you are 18 and I wondered if there is a connection?

I don't know your situation. You can post or email me a response. I don't care which.

I'm hoping I've garnered enough respect on this site that no one will "attack" my words of advice or send dark thoughts/beings for simply posting my opinions.

Sorry for the war on your page. I'll send a prayer spirit creature to chase away some of the darkness so you can have a few minutes of peace to figure out what is wrong for yourself. I can only manage a few minutes and I hope it is enough. My prayers are with you and you don't need supernatural powers to be special.

You just need to be you. Find the light within you and you can "fix it" and chase away the darkness. The black giant won't be able to touch you.

Peace, light and love to all who have the heart to receive it.

hiphappa (3 stories) (35 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

Hmmm, I think there's a misunderstanding... And sorry for your page turning into this-this is my last comment on this. I don't think Zi's intent is to take people away from the site. I certainly don't agree with anyone trying to do that all. I think our community should be closer than the internet can even provide. Speaking as someone with a different viewpoint than Zi and Steven. I can say I may not agree with all their beliefs but they're good people, not turning anyone (that I know of) away from here. I'm still here. I hope we can all peacefully move past this calmly and collectively and be strong together in the coming days. We can't let ourselves be divided by petty arguments and words. This site needs a space for chat so we don't resort to this and can discuss things in a rational manner. Maybe that's why people leave DC, to talk in an easier manner I know I do with more people than these two and you're not attacking any of them for recruiting.

62704 (1 stories) (3 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

Okay, that is really spooky. How old are you now? WOW! I had something like that happen to me too, but it wasn't quite as scary...

DCinAZ (guest)

-1

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

nspin1121,
My sincere apologies, It won't happen again. I'll email the management and ask if there's any way to remove it.
You did ask why would it matter if they just came over and took members away? Or why won't they help you here, as opposed to just emails?
Well, if the advice is good, and it helps you I think that's wonderful. My question to that is, Why can't it be shared here where others can benefit from it? Do you think that's fair? That they come here ALOT and take away the membership for 'secret' cures and leave nothing in return? 😕

nspin1121 (1 stories) (1 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

Wow, hi people, looks like my story has turned into a war amongst the world. I can understand using this site for what it's intended for and I mean I'm new so I don't know anybody and if he is offering help, why would I not take it? And if you're right and he wants to recruit me for some kind of cult or group I can kindly decline, but why wouldn't I give it a shot. I personally think it's quite rude to just go and shoot someone down like that. Especially some one offering help. You come here to my posts where I'm asking people for help, you don't even offer help you just come here and b!tch so I personally don't think this post if going to be used as intended if you're going to start fights. So please, you don't have to offer your help, but don't shoot down the people who are.

To Tortilla:
First I love you screen name lol. Second I mean the most relevant thing is that my friends that I'm connected to went away on and adventure, mission thing. It's complicated, but the day after it left that was it it stopped. I run into spirit and vampire's all the time, it's a constant thing and this have never happened before. Uhm I've been stressed and drained since forever cause of this and I don't sleep cause of it, so maybe? Hmm thanks though.

To ZiShu:
I will email you and uhm some negative entities around me is an understatement.

Steven-GhostWatcher (11 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

lol. Anytime we even think about bringing up most of these things in public, haters like you come on and basically tell us off to the extreme. Only those who understand can really take the, "magic bean" as you call it. I myself have tried to spread the word about this on other sites, and have gotten nothing but insults. You ask why we talk to others in private?
Some people actually work better in private. They are more comfortable with sharing what they need to share so that we can help them. If they prefer to talk on here, I'm sure that zi would be willing to speak with them about it on here. But it is not only for their convenience, but it is for the sake of convenience in general to be able to email each other instead of having to find the same page every day to help a person.

DCinAZ (guest)

-2

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

[at Steven-GhostWatcher]
After looking at your profile page I can only assume you are here for the same purpose. So, please hold your indignance in check, as you are no better than he. If either one of you could really help anyone here then you wouldn't be so insistant on sneaking away. Why should all the others be deprived of these MAGIC beans of wisdom? Why is it always a snatch and grab mission with you, unless, of course, you are not really helping them?

Steven-GhostWatcher (11 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

I can tell you, DC, personally that Zi is doing no such recruiting. He offers to be friends with him, me, and others that he has helped. But he is not putting together some religious group, or religious cult. Only to be friends with others who have experienced what they have, and himself, the person who manages to help them with the issues they come on here looking for help with.
You say you want this site to be used for what it was intended for. Its being used for that purpose. To share your experiences, and find help if something gets too serious if the poster would like the help. So zi offers help, and they can either take it or leave it. They asked for help, they got help. They shared their experiences. Sounds to me like the site is being used exactly how it was intended to be used
Hes also bringing people together to be friends, like a family, to be closer to others like them, and to be friends with others like them if they wish. Isn't this site about being able to share these stories and become closer to people that they can connect with and can connect with them? I see nothing wrong with what zi is doing. And if you want to argue with that, then you are arguing with the good nature that this man has and you are arguing that he should NOT be able to help those who want it.
I may as well be asking the ambulances not to come to my house if I'm in serious danger because I don't want strangers in my house. I ask for the help. I want it. So I got it. What is so wrong with that?

hiphappa (3 stories) (35 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

this whole thing is out of hand, and you're just jumping on his back because you're angry about what you think he's doing and you don't have the respect to ask him about it. That's pretty messed up especially since this site is for people like us. Its a compliment that people can branch from here and make friendships don't try to turn that around and twist it

hiphappa (3 stories) (35 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

thats not the issue. The issue is where's your proof that his group (if there even is one) is antisocial and dark? That's what's banned not making connections

DCinAZ (guest)

-2

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

Proof Zishu? Are you sure you want me to do that? Because if I do, the only one to be hurt would be you. And, as I said, I have no intention of fighting. This is my last word on it

ZiShu (129 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

What proof do you have that I am trying to find people to fill in ranks of "God Warriors"? Every person on here I've contacted will tell you I've mainly tried to help them with their problems.

ZiShu (129 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

The problem with discussing it in the open like this, it would cause mass confusion and argument to the point where the poster that requires help would be confused. The other problem is I have discussed some things on here before but only to be attacked from unwanted things I prefer to not speak of. I believe the poster has a right to chose however. I'm not stopping them to continue posting on here. I offer my email for those who prefer private and/or network contacts or simply become friends.

DCinAZ (guest)

-1

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

Plus, when you come over here, picking through the new posts to find that certain ability you need to fill the ranks of your "God's Warriors" army/cult, that is considered "cult activity".
No matter how you try and dress it up, it still comes out looking like a cult.
Like the saying goes
"Walks like a duck,
Talks like a duck,
Must be a duck" 😊

DCinAZ (guest)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

Zishu,
I have no intention of fighting with you or anyone else. My only wish is to someday be able to actually use this site for what it was intended.
See, when you allow an open forum for discussing and aiding those in need, or any new ideas on how to best achieve that goal, it gets frustrating to see a person who came here for help being taken from the conversation by you and others like you.
Don't you think it would more beneficial to discuss it here, where others who may be suffering from the same problem, can benefit?

ZiShu (129 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-20)

When someone loses their abilities, it usually means they are blocked by something. You may have quite some negative entities around. Try meditation to cleanse your aura. Contact me through email so I can help you further.

"NOT FOR RECRUITING ANYTHING" unlike some people believe that I am doing pshh.

Tortilla (42 posts)

14 years ago (2011-01-19)

Can you think of anything specific leading up to it disappearing? It could be any number of things. Wishing it gone, Running into a certain spirit or psychic vampire, Overuse to the point of being drained, stress, etc. Make sure there are no stress factors in your life that could be causing any mental blocks and get plenty of sleep.

Marissa

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