I usually meditate once a week. It wasn't my usual day to meditate, a Friday instead of Monday, I just chose to go anyway. Something told me to go into the woods behind my house and meditate by a small creek. I went into a deep meditation and soon saw a man. He talked to me and told me that I had a great future ahead of me. "The rough will soon lead way to green valleys," he said. He also gave me a poemish type riddle. He said;
Take a leap and lead the day,
Don't hold back but find a gold ray.
This will lead you to a hidden place,
One of dreams and hope and faith.
He gave his life for you all,
Find the place in the midst of nightfall.
Below the hill and around a bend,
A secret filled place for your heart to mend.
Travel far but stick it close,
Then by this place lay a single white rose.
He will rise and lead you away from here,
To a place without fear.
A battle will form and ensue,
This day a time of which you drew.
Bear these words and don't give up hope,
Follow your heart and a love filled rope.
This day will only come when you are ready,
Then make this journey and keep your mind steady.
It confused me when he said it and then I got the feeling that he was warning me about Jesus coming back. I don't understand the rest. I'll keep working through it and putting myself into meditation more often. That's all I can do for now I suppose.
This "thing" that is being mean to you is simply bullying you. I would not try to be nice or mean to it. Only to give it love. I'm not saying love as in encouraging, but rather give love to someone who is hating. It is obviously having some issues and that is issues you don't have to take and deal with it. Give love and pray for it to find som peace. If it doesn't help, well again, ask Cynthia.
Meditate as well to find some peace within yourself, since all of this seems to causing you much distress, sadness and pain.
Take care my child.
Btw, I loved that riddle. It's very beutiful said.
Sincerely
Nahlire
~Be different, be You~