For anyone unfamiliar with myself I'll try to share a brief back story.
I've been blessed to be surrounded by spiritual people and forces my whole life. At my youngest ages I strove to be a Jedi because I KNEW the force was real. In my mid teens I started to feel this force and compress it between my palms whilst studying Wicca. Most recently I've learned I have a very special bond with element air. I've also come to the very strong conclusion that I am an indigo child. It simply makes too much sense and even helped me make sense of my previous story on this site. Please read it if you're willing. I don't think its a coincidence that I just pictured my energy as a vibrant purple, and that since my experiences have been so much more evolved. Basically I think I began to open my third eye with knowledge either held within myself or shared with by my lovely guide.
That said, I would appreciate some insight if anyone can provide some. Around the age of 11-12 is when this started. While staring into the sky I see what I first thought were bubbles. After a few different viewings I realized it couldn't just be bubbles. I see them everywhere not like millions in the sky, but small groups wherever I go. For the past few years I did not see them. I went through a dark period where I purposefully forgot a great deal of what makes me unique. I was trying very hard to be like everyone else as my therapist and I thought it would be good for me.
Well, now my empathy, mild telepathy and other skills are coming right back and these sky-orbs along with them. This morning when I went out to view the sky I started to see them. They would float up then down, to the left a little, then the other side respectively. Today was different from any other time I can remember. They formed different groups of three's and fours while one main group of about six stayed in a certain area. Then single ones that had a different shape (less like an orb more like the dove on the 'dove' brand of soap) but same clear frame darted off to the right. The first I lost track of then I managed to follow one across the sky.
The longer I watched the more prominent they became. Right after one 'flew' across the sky I brought my eyes back to the main group. Going very fast to the left was a black shadowy figure darting too fast for me to make a shape out of it. I do know that it was too fast to be a plane. I asked for explanations from my guide but we kind of share thoughts not so much talk and my mind has a habit of jumbling what she says so I'm asking you all.
Now that I've got that out I feel the need to share something that I will probably attach to every thing I post here. We need to organize ourselves. Not in the comic book JLA sense, but as gifted people who see more than most. Some of us feel the need and have responsibilities to protect people-some don't. That's fine, but we need to start forming some way to communicate with one another that's not dependent on this site. What happens when they reform the internet? I'm not trying to add to the conspiracy theory fear traps out there for us, but most of know that there is another side. I don't think that they want us all here sharing forgotten wisdom and providing each other with a space to grow the ways we were meant to.
We're in a period where we have to look out for ourselves and need to look out for each other. I hope this doesn't fall on deaf ears alone because I'm really trying to say something important. If you've read this far, thank you! Whether we like it or not we're the barrier between our family and those that would wish us harm. We're lucky enough to have found a where we can be ourselves and learn so why not explore where this beautiful place can lead? Hope this wasn't too jumbled.
Blessed Be the Balance of Life