Hi all,
I am 22 and I have experienced weird occurrences and strange things have happened all my life. I frequently have dreams that come true, and I frequently dream about a relative whom I didn't know very well who passed away when I was 4 and I get woken up hysterically crying and I am inconsolable for hours because I wake up with this awful feeling of deep deep sadness that just won't go away, there is generally messages in the dreams some more obvious than others. I have seen a spirit or 2, 1 I was certain about. I often get this eerie feeling and it confuses me, but I am sort of used to all this now and I don't really do anything to encourage or discourage it.
I went to a psychic a year ago and she spoke about my husbands father who passed away when he was 8mnths old. I am going back to another lady this weekend who does medium work etc I want to know if it is ok to seek out a spirit. My partner has never attempted to contact him and has no desire to, but I feel this strong urge that I should ask about him and see what/if he has anything to say. I am really scared about going because I think its a pretty heavy subject and I am afraid of the responses I may get. I have no idea what to expect but my gut tells me I should do it but my head says no. I don't want this to end up backfiring on me. Any help/advice would be great. Thanks