As far as I can remember I've always had strong senses of deja vu, and I would realize that I had a dream about the specific moment that was happening. It was never anything substantial, just normal things like having a conversation with a friend or what not. I always considered myself to have some sort of ability because of these dreams that come true. My mother recently visited a psychic and when going through all 6 of her children, me being the youngest, the psychic told my mother that I was psychic. She told my mom that the reason I'm having my problems with depression and anxiety (my mom never told her these things) was because I'm trying to live in the present and I need to meld my two worlds together. As soon as my mom told me this I knew she was right. Now here's the tough part! I'm terrified of anything supernatural. I'm so scared of bad things coming into my life, and I'm mostly scared because I have 2 young children and the last thing I want to do is put them in any danger. I can't sleep at night anymore, because I'm so scared of hearing something (which I never do) and because I'm scared of having nighmares. I'm sure I sound like a total baby right now, I'm 23 years old and I need to grow up, but I'm so paranoid! I woke up from a nightmare last night at 3:33 am and it just scared me so badly I couldn't go back to sleep. I'm not sure if its because my subconscious mind is playing tricks on me or what, but I could really use some advice or someone to say "everything is going to be o.k." My grandmother was psychic and I believe that's why I am, but I'm just too scared to handle all this!
Thanks,
Jessica