In regards to the religious and spirit type industry I have never really payed much attention as I feel quite alien to the subject and has never fully understood. My first experience of seeing 'shadow type images' was at aged 15, I dismissed what I saw and convinced myself it was a trick of the eye. However I could never escape the fact of feeling such an immense presence within the room, a feeling of being watched. I grew fearful of what the darkness revealed, confused and often questioned my own sanity. Last night was most definitely the scariest and most severe experience of my life, such an intense and overwhelming connection I didn't think existed.
I was sitting in my room watching T.V, at about 1.30am I felt the same presence I felt 3 years ago, aged 15. But this time it came with a package consisting of fear, strange tingly sensations and a strong sense of being watched. I became confused, agitated and uneasy. With this I laid down with the light on full beam in order to avoid any darkness. My body felt almost numb and lethargic I was physical drained, over tired, longing for sleep... But something was keeping me awake. A very subtle and gentle movement, fingers touching and slowly running down my face. This startled me and I immediately opened my eyes... Yet again I could see nothing. Closing my eyes whilst praying 'Please god let me sleep' I just wanted to be oblivious of my surrounding and experiences. Yet every time I closed my eyes I see them directly face value, no features, no verbal communication just pure shadow figures in the human shape and form. I get the impression their very sneaky, observant, curious and their hand movements are random and strange. Fear dominated my entire body to the extent were I couldn't breath, I felt my heart pounding my fingers began to lock also I noticed abnormal twitching to my limbs. A pressure emerged slowly moving my left arm and directing it into mid air, This freaked me out... Trying my utmost hardest to restrain myself into regaining control over my bodily movement, it just wasn't happening!. An incredible force. A few moments later the same force occurred only this time moving my head also to the left hand side, I was so petrified I'm pretty sure I froze there and then. I could hear a clicking noise as my head was being forced to the pillow (literally and though it was super glued) my strength drained from me... I had no fight left! Physically exhausted and week. I'm indecisive of what's happening, Am I developing a mental illness? Or is it some form or 'paranormal activity'? Many Thanks.