I keep having spiritual attacks almost every night since October 4, 2010. My ex was a Satanist. He had allowed himself to be possessed by a demon named Demetrius. I never saw Demetrius but knew he was there. One night the bed kept moving at the corner. My ex and I were still so it was not us. My ex had allowed a demon to come into the apt. We were living at. One night my ex was possessed by D and beat me up physically. He even told me, "J____ did not like you talking to him tonight". Eventually he snapped out of it and soon I became almost possessed. My eye left eye was swollen from getting hit and I was only able to look out my right eye. I was looking at my ex and then I started seeing black take over from the left end to my eye to the right end of it. Another time I was sleeping and in my dream I was already possessed and the demon was mad because they couldn't get my body out of the bed. When my ex was under possession his voice would change, would look paler and even facial features would change, (his lips became thinner). The last time my ex hit me his voice changed like the way he did from previous times. He told me that Satan was his God and he would kill me and get away with it.
The reason I mention these incidents is because of the dreams I have had. My ex and I broke up and ever since then he was shown up in my dreams in one way or another. About a week before we broke up, he appeared in my dream again and was under possession like before. He was talking the life out of me by sucking the air out of me. I laid on my side and he knocked on my head 3 times and said "knock" each time he knocked on my head. The third time I woke up. I feel exhausted each day even though I get enough sleep. 8-12 hours. I have had other dreams where my ex's tattoo of six six six on his arm was on my arm at the same place he has his. Last night in my dream I got beat up by two women which they said I knew how to take a beating. I told them that J____ would beat me up so I knew how to block blows. I started crying and they left me alone. I looked into a mirror and saw my eye blood shot the way my eye was in real life the first time my ex hit me. I try to pray every night and thank God for surrounding me with people who are care about me. I just don't know how to deal with my dreams. Some nights aren't too bad, some are. But almost every night except once, my ex has appeared since October 4th. I don't know what to do to help get rid of him or people who bring him up out of my dreams.
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