I've always felt that I can sense things other people cannot like feeling that a place is bad or there is someone watching me. When I was 13 I was in the shower and I had a feeling as if the breath had been taken out of me and my whole body tingled then my friend's face popped into my head and at first I felt sad and scared but it was immediately followed by a sense of peace. About 45 minutes after my shower, my parents came into my room to tell me that my friend had died (the same friend that I saw and felt). A few years later I had a similar experience with my great-grandmother but this time I was asleep and I had a dream that she had died and I was telling her to rest in peace. I woke up in a panic and looked at the clock and brushed it off and went back to bed. When I woke I was told that my great-grandmother had died and it had happened right around the time that I awoke in a panic. The same thing has happened with at least 2 more people in my life and I get the same feeling I got the first time and I just know. Even though the feeling ends with a sense of peace, I immediately get anxious and nervous because of what it had meant before. I am really scared of this and sometimes wish I didn't get it because I don't want to know about bad things happening to people. Aside from this there have also been times where I know someone is not going to die. For example there was a time when my great-grandfather was in the hospital and the doctors asked that all the family come to say our goodbyes, I was so scared, but when I walked in the room, even though he was on a machine to help him breathe and clinging to life I just knew he wasn't going to die and I kept trying to tell people that he was going to be ok but they just thought I was in denial. The next day he made a full recovery that even the doctors couldn't believe.
I also sense that there are spirits around me sometimes but I am so scared of them so I just say "please go away" sometimes they do and sometimes they don't. Another strange thing I experience is that I have these almost half dream half awake experiences where I can have incredible intuition or actually talk to people who have died. I never see the people in reality, I see them in a dream like state and I don't hear them like I would hear a living person but as if they were talking to me me in a dream but I'm still awake. I get freaked out and try to forget about it and distract myself but the last time it occured I decided to confront it and see what happened. While in this state I spoke to someone I know who had died. I asked them questions and they gave me answers. They even showed me images or people and past experiences from their life. I spoke to that person's grandson about it and I was worried that he would think I was crazy but instead he immediately started crying because he said everything I had said was right and exactly like his grandfather. I really don't know why all this happens to me and I've always felt like I was the only one. I'd like clarification on this and recently I have been more curious since I have began seeing things I cannot explain like floating balls of light and images that appear to be a human but when I look twice it isn't there. Please help me explain what all this means and how I can either stop it or make peace with it. Sometimes I worry that I'm crazy but other times I feel that it could be something much more.
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