I don't know what I am sometimes? I don't know because I feel I can do many things. I can feel peoples' emotions and pain. And I can heal and give energy. I don't see spirits I feel them. But I can see the features they have. I just don't know what I am! I have felt the worst demons and have seen my friend get possessed. I try show hard to do what the one I'm connected to tells me. Never show fear. That's what they want and there's only one person to fear. But its hard to see him in pain and the others around me. I have touched my friend once and got her pain. I wish to connect to the spirits I help. I once was at a friend house and as I was giving a tarot card reading. A little boy with blonde hair and blue eyes came up next to me. He grabbed me tight. I asked him what was wrong but he just dug his face in me more. Then I saw this evil dog looking thing across the room. It was bad but I needed to protect what he wanted. The little boy. As I kept a shield up as the dog rammed into me I told the little boy to follow the light he saw. That he would be fine and I will protect him. The boy cried as the dog rammed me harder. My friends say my arm turned red. After a while I told him I promise hell be fine and tried to show him the light. As I felt the boy drift away into the light the dog snarled at me. He was huge and dripped black gook. I told him to leave and never come back. He left with a growl. My friends think its cool what I do. I can't stand it. But I know I have to keep it within me. I just don't know what I am? Can anyone help me?
Sincerely, Lauren