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By ravenv5

(1 stories) (63 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2010-07-07
Country: Philippines
Category: Telepathy / Empath
 

It has been a year or so that I have several confusing events and some sorts of deja vu which that visions of events I was seen a year ago or month ago. I do have some kind of premonition of things that almost and mostly happened on me.

I ignored this since this is too seldom except my empathic skills. My empathic skill is the most bothersome skill I have before I acknowledge it. In further researches I have done in the net since I don't have a psychic friend her in Philippines and us gifted will be considered fools here. Society is so harsh for us here.

When I was 10 or so I was so annoyed that when I read a sad, harsh and something brutal I could feel the possible emotion of the person involve as if I was present there. This includes movies, ads and all sort of media even in scientific books I could harbor what the author feels.

Sometimes when I touch somebodies things or property that is too dear to them I could sense and have a short vision of some of their thoughts or the event which that thing witnessed either sad or happy memory.

The most common is that I could feel if the person whom I am talking to is still interested on what I am talking or he/she is just fooling me and trying to see to it that I will not be annoyed and make me seem that he/she is still interested.

If I sensed that he/she is annoyed I will immediately cut off the conversation and say a formal good bye.

I am not sure if this is clairsentience or just empathy or another gift aside from this two.

Another annoying curse or gift on me is that I tend to thirst for others life force and I have some sort of proof with this.

Lately it was about three years ago since I experienced this kind of phenomena when I have a chance to be alone at all. It was our semistral break.

There I stayed there during my vacation and I decided to stay away in public and just sleep, eat, yawn and sleep again. Sloth mode I said.

After a two days I felt really drain as if I had a fever but I don't. I could move but I really feel weak deep inside me. It seems that I don't have an energy. After two days I did have a checkup with our local doctor and he said that I was not sick at all.

During that time I am in crowd and I saw a small kid. Four years old I think and I greeted his parents since his elder brother was my classmate and his mother knows me as well. I said my chance. I touched the boy in his head and in instant I feel rejuvenation.

As I passed in crowds area I am starting to recover. I was annoyed by it and I did a research about it and I found out basic on facts in the net that I was one of the Psi-Vamps.

Now I know what should I do and I do control my feeding habits. Usually I feed on sad emotions and it is delicious if I should compare it to food.

This is just one that bugs me a lot.

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ravenv5 (1 stories) (63 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-26)
FeroxFever:

The main reason I feed on negative sides is I want others to feel lightly.

I sometimes practice how to be symbiotic and try to heal others by sacrificing my own self.

I am a philanthropist, I felt mercy for others who are abandoned.

Being a psi-vamp is boring and lonely. People are try to fled from me, reasons they got tired when I am in.

Sometimes I get sick in doing that but I am happy if I see that person is now stable. I can manage to heal fast and it is a gift for us.

^_^.

IUndstand thanks.
Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-25)
It sounds like you have a pretty strong connection between your soul and spirit which is VERY rare. I think you have a harder time with the physical though. The human being is a three part creation. Body, soul, and spirit. Each of us have a center aswell that moves from and between each of the three parts. The vast majority of us have unbalanced and off centered beings. I used to have basically no connection to my body or my soul. The physical world and emotion was very hard for me to relate to. I'm an extremely intellectual person but over time I have balanced myself and found my true center, maintaining this is very hard in our fear based society. Fear births anger and pride. Fear causes division but love brings us all together. If you don't workout or run or play some competitive sport I would strongly encourage you to do so. Another thing I senced was that you can't connect to nature very well. I'm very sorry for this. Learning how to absorb the energy all around us in nature is a beautiful thing and a gift from God. I strongly recommend practicing connecting to nature. I'm not sure how old you are or if you study how us humans work but I would also say to learn who and what you are. Lastly, it seems you have had some negative feelings against Christians. I don't know if you have had personal experience with Christians or have taken the beliefs of another as your own. I personally like to see for myself, I don't put much faith in the words of others concerning a third party. Please take some time and read the words of Christ sometime. Go to the source, disregard the bias words of others concerning this subject. I hope this helps and I hope you can overcome that unpleasant perceived "psychic vamp" condition. Please feel free to email me, I'm a great source of information and I love to help people. Rountree11b (at) Gmail.com
skywire4929 (guest)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-19)
All I want to say in this comment is don't talk to ghostgirl like that, let her do as she pleases. If she wants to put bible verses then let her do it, it is nothing of your concern.
She is only a teenager, let her do as she thinks is right. I definitly agree with her:)
FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-13)
From the read I could tell you did mention you like the sad emotions lol. But I misunderstood that you liked to feed on negative emotions, I though you caused them then fed on them... Because that is abusing your powers in my mind.
I find crowds and parties, they are the best because people are wild and unpredictable and that energy channeled is unstoppable lol!
Even though it doesn't last as long like you said. In fact if I'm tired and I drain people around me and crowds around me I get like a sugar high and afterward I'm bone tired and completely exhausted.
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-11)
Ok ravenv5: MEDITATION

First of all there is no "correct" meditation posture, other than one that is comfortable for you. You don't have to sit in the lotus position on a hard floor (impossible for me to do), but in a place where you feel comfortable, whether that be your favourite chair, or lying down on a bed is absolutely fine. That's a good one to use if you live with other people, because then if they walk in they'll just think you're taking a nap. I often meditate on the bus, because like you, I'm busy;)

Second, if you're falling asleep when you try to meditate, it doesn't mean that you can't meditate. When you calm your mind, you discover you true feelings--falling asleep when trying to meditate means that you aren't getting enough sleep! I used to fall asleep too, but it doesn't happen often now. ^^ Some people need more than the recommended 8 hours--I usually need about 9 to feel good when I wake up.

Finally, third misconception about meditation: you DO NOT have to stop all your thoughts. Meditation is just concentrating on one thing. You can repeat an affirmation, count, concentrate on your breathing, the movement of air past your nose, or the rise and fall of your chest. You can visualise something, it really doesn't matter. And yes, your mind will wander--but it's still meditation if you keep bringing yourself back to what you were originally concentrating on, no matter how many times your mind goes to la-la land. I'm a Gemini--mind doesn't stop, literally. If I can learn to meditate, then anyone truly can. It takes practice, and it won't happen over night--but I will happen.

Feel free to email me if you have any more questions

Blessings
Adaryn7
ravenv5 (1 stories) (63 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-10)
Probably yes I do, I feel unstable and uncomfortable if I will stay in a place where no people at all or be alone for weeks or so.

It is so hard to feed on mother nature alone. Feeding in direct contact with a human takes seconds but if in nature it take some time but if it is from nature it takes time before it wears down.

I don't have time to meditate. The main reason is that if I do something like that since I am just living on a boarding house specifically a bed spacer; I don't want those ignorant guys to call me something.

I do sometimes before I sleep or when I wake up but in my place it is impossible to concentrate.

If I do, I can't have the correct posture to meditate but instead I lie down on bed and after a few moments I will surely fall asleep.

I play soft piano music on my phone since it has a built in audio player so with that it is possible for me to concentrate but it make me drowsy.

I do some sort of shielding but it is so hard to maintain. I do three layers, basic bubble on the inner, white in the center or outside and finally the black aura or in the middle.

I try to spin the outer in the mid layer in opposite directions and that made it quite hard and tiring to maintain.

I will be thankful if you can help me.
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-09)
In that case do you think your deficiency in energy has something to do with the fact that you don't take time to meditate, shield yourself and work on your chakras?
ravenv5 (1 stories) (63 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-09)
Adaryn7:

Thanks though I forget to mention that this happens to me everyday before I am aware that I need feeding.

After that I am aware of what I am, I did a further experiment, what if I won't feed a week or two.

I did it, I get a weak feeling and the worst I get sick like hell, I did it once and more but results are the same.

Yeah I am not quite good in empathic skills since I felt bored to meditate and try to enhance my concentration.

Maybe I need some time to learn.

I do feeding by attaching myself, touching and by just feeding what I could get in public places with a bit of care.

I prefer to feed sad emotions since for me it is satisfying. I don't know how FeroxFever guessed that I feed on negatives.

If I can, I also feed on positive but when it comes to sadness I prefer it.

For me if I could feed off negatives on my fellow and I see him/her relieved is the best experience for me.

I know it is damaging but I care others more than myself even though I am not showing it. I am trying to learn and enhance my symbiotic systems and that I may not be a harm for everybody.
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-09)
raven5:

I do think you are very empathic and absorb energies, but most of us do to an extent, and I don't think you are necessarily a psychic vampire. Unless what you have described is something that happens to you all the time (and the impression I get from your story is that this is something that happened to you just recently).

It's been proven that people who stay in doors, don't get sunshine and other forms of outside stimulation are more likely to become tired and depressed. This is because it isn't natural for us to live this way. Our body needs sunshine, fresh air, and plenty to do, otherwise, like a plant, it withers. I have experienced what you have before, and it was because I stayed in doors doing practically nothing for far too long.

The fact is that your body's energy was already low and out of wack. Like a body that is starved of food, once it begins eating again, it puts on weight more quickly than normal, taking in every last nutrient it possibly can. Your body was so starved of enery, that it probably just took it from the next available source--but this may have been a one off thing, an "emergency"; and may not happen again if you ensure a more active lifestyle.

Hope this helps, peace and blessings
Adaryn7
FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)
 
14 years ago (2010-07-09)
Im the same but its bad to feed off of negative emotions dontcha know!

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