I would love some feedback on what the hay is going on in my life! My nickname is Vel. I'd like to take you to what I call my twilight zone 40 years ago. When I was 5 I used to get visited by this lady that liked to float in the corners of rooms I was in, up toward the ceiling. Before each visit, I would feel rather disconnected and tingly all over. As I began to feel this strange paralysis I would see objects flying by me as if I were traveling through a tunnel. After this strange feeling and no rewarded frequent flyer miles, this lady would appear. There she was up in the corner just looking at me expressionless. I don't know what to call her, a spirit, a visitor, or just a woman who had no idea of the hip styles of the 60's.
Oh, and did I mention she didn't come in colour. She was wearing what appeared to be a grey dress, with a white scollop collar tight around the neck. All I could see of her was from her head to her chest. Her hair was parted in the middle, long and black. She never spoke to me, and never displayed any emotion. I saw her many times. I was so terrified each time, that I learned to block it out. I even told my mom one time, but that was it, because she accused my siblings of giving me drugs.
Years past and I saw her less and less. She even came with me when I moved. I felt and saw things through out my life but did my best to pretend I didn't notice. Now 40 years later, I'm feeling and seeing more and more. These feelings come across me and I get a feeling of my thoughts being exact. At times I tell people close to me what I feel. Predict things that will happen and things that someone will lie to me about and tell them I know the truth, then they admit. I see things moving out of the corner of my eye, then look and nothing. Although I still sense someone there.
Please can someone tell me what is going on with me? Why is there more activity now in my life than ever? I don't feel fear of this anymore and hope something doesn't happen that causes me to fear again. Is there a way I can control this, what I hope to be a gift? I would love to have a wonderful gift to help others. Is it possible?
Wishing you all happiness and good health!
mwah!
Vel
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I was a Charismatic Christian and now realise that many of the gifts I exercised in a Christian context are in fact identical to those used by/through psychics. In particular, I used to have 'Words of Knowledge' and heal people.
It's a few years now since I had any involvement with church. But I still get 'knowledge' about people. Of course, I don't check every one out so I don't know how accurate I am, but strangers come up to talk to me and ask me for help, and always think it's amazing what I know about them. This has happened to all my life. My daughters call it my invisible 'Tell Me Everything' hat. (Ut' a nightmare on dates! Lol) For me it's a simple matter of reading it in their eyes. I don't see auras, but I 'feel' them and can describe the colour if I stop and think. People who see auras see the same colours.
This all seems to be getting stronger and though I'm able to use it in my daily job at times (not overtly!) I am wondering if I am being called to make this a bigger part of my life. The other week I had the strongest urge to go up to a man in the street and tell him something very specific. (I didn't of course - there was no safe context in which to do so).
I am also menopausal! Maybe there's some kind of Indigo Menopause going on?! Or are we just all tuning up to Aquarius?
I still remain questioning of my experiences but not because I doubt them, simply because I know how easily one can become deluded/boring/endangered.
I'd be interested to hear from other people.
Thanks!