Empath Chaos And Confusion

By FeroxFever
(6 stories) (101 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2010-05-17
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Category: Telepathy / Empath

As of the past three months my powers as an empath and telepath have flourished. I have started to experience physical empathy, and even started to live peoples emotions. The other day I walked with a friend down the hallway of my school and she saw a girl she didn't like. I had no idea what she was doing and was not paying attention then I saw her and get an urge to punch her in the face. My friend then informed me that she wanted to punch the girl in the face... I have nothing against the girl she wanted to punch, in fact she is also a friend.

Another one of my friends gets headaches frequently, she even has a neurologist. As of late, whenever she gets a headache and comes near me, I get a headache.

The scariest thing about these abilities is that I enjoy them so much. The feelings of others flowing through me in crowds, and large groups of people is like ecstasy to me. I even have started to cause trouble just to feel the chaos and confusion.

What am I suppose to do? I don't like being like this! There is no way for me to take pleasure in others emotions and steel not feel guilty. Is this even normal for empaths, I feel like there is even more to these abilities. Any explanations?

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FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-23)

AMAZING lol My powers are full back and a little stronger really. Plus I learned a lot about my shields, they are WAY to strong with so little effort its kind of weird! And while I was a little out of my empathy and telepathy for a while my sensors came to and now I don't have to use my psi vampirism almost at all anymore. AND I met one of my spirit guides... Which I never really believed to be real.

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-23)

Hi FeroxFever how have things been going since you last posted this? All right?

Adaryn7

FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-09)

Well my shields are coming down with some help from a nice girl on this site! But my powers are still muffled I think it will take time to peel back the shields I put in place because I was the deepest I have ever been in meditating. I did like an hour session and I didn't move or think for the first time in my entire life lol

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-09)

Maybe you could work on balancing your own energy too. What helps me when I feel off-balance is to visualise each one of my chakras spinning healthily, and then breathing in their corresponding colours. You could also see a kinesiologist if you want a more complete energy balance, though I realise that can be expensive.
Hope this helps
Adaryn7

Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-08)

You will always feel energy Ferox Fox around you just reacting to the stimili such as emotions. It is like muffled sounds you know it is there but you can't hear the words. By controling the sheilds it allows how much going feel from the person.

FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)

14 years ago (2010-06-08)

Guys sorry I hope someone even sees this, but I'm having a little trouble again. So I know how to do shields well and for the past year I have been shielding after I meditate or right before, but about two weeks ago I did it while meditating. Like I concentrated on building up shields and I have slowing brought some down but I can't feel emotions as strong anymore! I can still feel energy and take it from around me but like my sensors are mess up! Someone help has anyone had this problem before?

FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)

15 years ago (2010-05-18)

Well I'm in high school so really who doesn't like to stir up trouble, but thanks guys I know a lot of shielding techniques and I'm pretty good at them. I just was afraid I was turning into something else!

Habeshabatu (1 stories) (6 posts)

15 years ago (2010-05-18)

Adaryn7 has a good point, you could be picking up a troublemakers energy, and yes they can influence you that much. I suggest you practice some shielding techniques.

Basically, when you feel other peoples energies and you don't want to be affected, distract your empathic field by visualizing a wall around yourself. Or another way is to close your eyes and focus on an image in your mind... A rabbit, a flower, it can be anything as long as it helps you block the energies. You can even wear something and give it the job of being your shield, I have a headband that I use sometimes when I know I will be going to heavily populated areas, I imagine it absorbing peoples feelings when I don't want to open myself up. Not sure if it will work for everyone.

I think shielding is an important asset, otherwise you will eventually not be able to tell what's what. I also suggest some self-discovery on your part and really get to know yourself. So you can sense when feelings are not your own.

Peace and love:)

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)

15 years ago (2010-05-18)

FeroxFever, is there someone around you who likes to cause trouble? Because you could be picking up that feeling/energy from them if you're empathic. Otherwise, you could just be an adrenalin junkie lol. I get the feeling that your fascination with stirring up and/or playing with these emotions will pass. I think you're excited that your abilities are getting stronger and it's a novelty, just be careful not to get carried away!
Blessings
Adaryn7

FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)

15 years ago (2010-05-18)

I don't really know if I could be a psi vampire, but I hope not. Plus I think the same with empathy I should use it to heal, and I do! But what is with these urges to make trouble I'm getting! I know I just opened myself to others emotions and there are people in my school like that but WTF I don't think they can influence me that much.

Jelliko (2 posts)

15 years ago (2010-05-18)

I think I'm an Empath but I'm not sure. I can feel others emotions. Sometimes its so strong my whole mood changed to match theirs. I've always been one people come to talk to. If I meet someone new I can automatically tell if they are a good person or a bad person. I don't know, I just get sucked into so easy to others emotions and it so much to take in sometimes. The stress of it is horrible. I need to know how to control it.

Also... I don't know if anyone can help with this but, I also see things. Like out of the corner of my eyes I see people or animals that aren't really there. I see them more often now. Sometimes they are all black like a shadow, its weird. They don't scare me. But one night I was going to bed and I looked in my room, Which was pitch black, no shadow, and a small child was croched in the corner of my bed holding his knees. He was a shadow person too. I hate to ramble on, but I need to understand what all this is.

Can anyone help me?

Thanks.

Habeshabatu (1 stories) (6 posts)

15 years ago (2010-05-17)

Yes, I've been exactly where you are... It is a frightening thing. Empaths work off emotional energies and I don't understand it all myself yet. It is a wonderful gift and can also be scary. I have used my gifts to manipulate people by way of empathic suggestion, but never for ill. If I ever forced my will upon someone it was to help another person in need, or to teach people a lesson.

Empath abilities seem to strengthen when there is an overflow of emotional energy within us. Be careful though, I feel as if you are bordering on emotional vampirism, make sure you aren't harming anyone with your "chaos" (unless you want to). Believe it or not, I think Empaths absorb peoples energy in certain situations.

Focus on developing and understanding your gifts to connect with people and help them, you will learn much more that way. I have always felt the true purpose of Empathic people is to heal the world from it's current disorder.

Good luck:)

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