So here it goes. I don't really know what I am. As a kid I felt different then in the 5th grade signs started showing. I had visions like for example I had dreams that came true and a vision during the day made me stand up in the middle of my 6th grade class and start walking towards the door. The bell rang and there was a fire in the cafeteria. I see people in dreams I don't know about, but end up meeting later on. I can feel people's emotions and know when they are lying to me. I think I also read animals. Maybe I am just going crazy or these are coincidences.
Now I am in high school and so very lost sometimes I think that I get someones emotions for a little while I dislike being in crowds and prefer having a small group of friends. I found a psychic friend, but he won't help and I don't understand why. I feel he is hiding something from me. I really need help I feel so very lost I fear I have gone into a depression I am 14 and all these occurrences have not ended. I always try to ignore the visions now and dreams ignoring them does not help at all and all the emotions run through me music does not block them out either. I need to learn reiki maybe it will help anyone know how to practice it? I have so much more to talk about, but I will end it here.
Thank you for reading.
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Your friend likely can not help you. Each person recieves and translates information and energy in their own way.
Their were two people that tried to make me understand energy the way they do. Both drove me crazy, because either I tried to do it their way, or I was too weak.
A third person, very experienced, helped me by actually telling me what she understood to be the basics, but she told me the names of some very powerful people. One focused on me and pushed me into a shadow realm briefly, just to see what I would do.
The whole being around people making you uncomfortable... As I understand it, most people don't understand energy, or what their thoughts do to others around them. Personally, I can't tell the difference between "good" or "evil" BUT I can tell a massive difference between selfish and non-selfish.
As I understand it, most people are selfish. Selfish drains those around them. A person wanting your money is selfish. A lover wanting your attention is selfish.
Non-selfish is rare. However, in my opinion, it feels VASTLY different. Instead of a drain, I feel a rejuvenation.
The only way I was able to cope... Note, I say cope, not overcome... Was to give up my own sense of self to a vast degree.
For me, that was focusing more on God existing, and blind faith. It's very important to note the blind part of the faith. Basically, I have to be completely non-judgemental and believe every action happens for the greater good of all existence. The ony way for me to focus my energy and thoguhts as such is to believe and put blind faith in God.
In any case, tht's my two-cents, I sincerely hope this helps you.