I am 15 years old and I need help. I see strange things out of the corner of my eyes. I sense something always. I have dreams that come true days, months, even years later but I somehow remember them. I need help.
If I see a place I feel like I personal know it and been there. I think of vampires all the time. Believe me am not a vampire crazy teenager after seeing Twilight. I just to try and see if there real. I feel like myths are truer then people believe. I also believe that I should go towards the Wiccan path. But I also believe in God. Is that wrong? I just need help. Also I get angry so easily. I can read people like a book. I can feel there energy coming off of them.
I feel so wrong sometimes. I also want to contact my guardian angel or spirit guide. But what is up with me wanting to know more about the unknown. I just need more help to understand myself. I come from a simple life but I think there is something bigger for me.
I feel like a have a soul mate that I need to find some where. I sense him but then get even more confused when I feel crazy. I feel like I have a destiny. One is to stay in my simple life and marry my heart school sweetheart and get a small farm like the rest of my family. But then secondly I want to be adventurous and explore the unknown. I feel like I have been unable to find what I need. Does this sound weird?
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Im 19 and around your age I was thinking of the same things. Felt I was different and I couldn't help but think I had a sole mate out there... Now 4 years later I did go on my adventure and learned a lot I think I needed it to grow and follow my own path. And I did find my sole mate! It was strange, I knew it the second I saw him! We have spent every day together ever since.
I used to wonder about vampires, I know it does sound odd but when I was 15 I found something called psychic vampires. A Psychic Vampire is a person, Who by reason of a condition of their spirit, needs to obtain vital energy from outside sources. They are unable to generate their own energy, and often times don't have the best capacity to store the energy they do have. Its never good to obtain energy from one person alone it can make them ill and weak. Read up on it its interesting nevertheless
As for wiccans I do express caution because you are asked to learn under someone and there are young women that get tricked into believing they have to do sex rituals. That is entirely not true. I have a few friends that are wiccan and there wonderful people very in touch with there spirit guides and that's one thing you learn to do. Its about being intouch with earth and its energy. My friends mom is a high priestess who has lead her though past life regressions and she has been thought amazing things like how to see auras. You are different its a matter of embracing it.