It started 2 years ago, when I was 15 years old (I'm already 17 in short) The day that triggered everything
When my best friend and I met this guy who was in love with with my best friend, not long we've met new friends along the way.
How is this weird?
We've noticed some kind of bond as we spent time together like familiarity to one another. Not only that, we have similar dreams that connects us for some reason. Like, we were made to be friends from the start.
That's not the creepy part.
4 of my friends got possessed by their "past lives", and I'm the only who'd witnessed it like I was meant to see that. They were talking about how had happened in the past was actually similar in the present time. To shock me even more, our family names was the same as ours.
When I asked them why I was the only one who have witnessed it the most... They said that in my past life that I was a little girl (or a baby) who witnessed most about their deaths, and when I heard about my "past life" name, it was almost an impact on me. The my past life name was my great-grandmother.
My friends knew about their past lives and all, but I can't. Which is pretty ironic when I think about it.
After a year, I had a dream of having a gold cross in my left eye. When I woke up, I started to have pain in my left eye. Like I could sense a ghost that is nearby even though I can't see it, I could foresee things from happening when I dream something (both past and future), and I could help them regain some bit of information to my friends. But still, I can't remember my own past life.
Now that I think about it, if I had the ability to do that for a long time... I wonder why can't I get a bit of my own. Even if I did I only have one scene... Seeing my friends died and I was alone and helpless.
If only I could master a bit of my ability, at least reduce the pain.
It's really important me, other than my friends' past lives were somewhat annoying to help them from time to time, but I don't want myself to be coming back in the future to feel the same pain again (if I get reincarnated). Seeing my friends dying from the past 2 times. (yes, this is our third, so they say)
The most difficult and cautionary things to remember are;
1) Individuals whom you've been lovers or married to many times. There is a strong attraction which is ok when appropriate considering age, consent, and honesty. In other words if you're married it can be very difficult to work around these individuals.
2) The more you start to remember of these past lives, the more emotional and physical problems will arise from the other lives. Instead of dealing with your issues in just this life, you will have to deal with the memory of issues in the past lives. Would you want to surface a memory of being sexually abused or a severe injury? I have back problems for which I'm told is due to breaking my back in the 1930's in my previous life. At least it kept me out of WWII so I'm told.
3) You're dealing with karma from this life and your previous but you may not want to know all the details unless you're ready. There is good, nuetral, and bad karma.
4) You're thoughts are actions and have affects. Buddhism has information on this and Jesus talks about it when he says the thought of adultery is the same as adultery. (I'm not making a point about adultery, but I believe that thought is an action resulting in karma.)